billie
I nervously bounce on my feet as I wait for summer to open the door, last night I crashed at katorah and she basically pulled me by my ear to the doors this morning to buy flowers and gifts for summer.
she opens the door and rolls her eyes when she sees it's me, her hair is tied up in a bun and her face is slightly puffy, probably from crying. i notice how she has my shirt on with a black thong.
"hi" she keeps quiet staring at me, "I wanted to give you these as an apology, I was very disrespectful towards you last night" I say with a sigh, katorah made me rehearse a whole sorry speech.
"that was no way of speaking to my girlfriend and I hope you can forgive me" I say cutting it short, I hand her the box of flowers wrapped in hundred dollar bills and food and the prada box.
"come in" she says letting me in, I smile softly walking in and help her out everything down, I open my arms for a hug that she accepts and I hug her tightly swaying us side to side.
"let me try again and take you on a date tonight, just me and you tonight" I say making her smile slightly and nod, "I owe it to you" I add as I get her to open her presents.
"thank you baby" she says after opening her gifts and takes her food, I go to get some but she takes it away, "you don't deserve it" she says rolling her eyes and walks out to the living room.
I chuckle watching her ass as she walks before joining her, seeing she was smoking in the living room. I sit besides her and pull her into my side, "I also want to make love to you tonight, it's been a minute" i say holding her hip.
she hums with food in her mouth and lays her head on my shoulder, "baby, let me start over with our whole date" I say feeling an uneasy feeling of guilt on my chest when I notice her more quiet than usual.
"what?" she asks sitting up confused.
"let me start over and erase last night completely, today is our anniversary" I say taking her hand, she stares at me with her eyes searching mine before she takes away her hand almost as if something hit her.
"uhm.. did- what happened last night?" she asks sitting up and her face already seems to catch on making me shake my head quickly.
"nothing, nothing. I promise" I tell her before she jumps to conclusions. she's always been good at reading emotions or sensing them, "but I will be honest and say it almost happened" I tell her pulling her closer.
"but it didn't, I was drunk and blacked out but I promise you nothing happened. not even a kiss." I tell her, she stares at me for a second before slowly nodding.
"uhm.. okay, I appreciate you wanting to start over, I really do but maybe tomorrow. I think I want to go and just lay down right now" she says patting my hand and stands up to walk away.
"I love you" I tell her watching her go up the stairs.
"yeah love you too billie" she says disappearing making me huff, I groan and cover my face when I hear the bedroom door shut.
I shouldn't have said anything.
