summer
"hey girl" I lazily wave at naomi as I rub my eyes and take a seat on the kitchen chairs, "where is mae? she is usually attached to your hip at this time of day" I ask her laying on my arms.
"billie came by to pick her up early today for a full day of fun as she called it" she shrugs making me chuckle.
"speaking of billie" I groan at her sudden words, "when are you going to tell her about ada?" she raises an eyebrow while munching on her fruit.
"ugh can we not. it way too early in the morning and I barely got sleep last night" I tell her as I steal her fruits.
"billie's therapist messaged me wanting me to come to one of their sessions because apparently billie has me as her emergency number on the papers" I say with a fake smile.
"yay me" I roll my eyes, naomi chuckles a bit and shakes her head.
"I think you should go" she shrugs, "plus.. she left you a little something" she says going into the living room and comes back with the biggest bouquet of roses I've seen.
she puts it in front of me and hands me the envelope that was on top, "open it, I want to see" she says eagerly, I glare at her as I open the envelope and take out the papers.
a hand written letter of four pages.
my eye brows furrow as I look the them and they all have different labels on top. first one being I'm sorry.
and explanation.
and why I proposed.
and you should forgive me.
the last one caught my attention and when I read it, the only thing is I don't have a good reason because I don't deserve it but I hope these letter give you more clearance and i hope you can find it in you to forgive me eventually.
I fold the letter putting them down and get up to get some leftovers to eat and go watch tv.
"wait wait.. so you're just not going to read these?" naomi asks coming after me.
"I will but it's too early" I shrug making her nod.
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"I think I'm going to go see the therapist" I tell naomi as we cuddle on the couch, "I mean there's got to be a reason for her to want to see me" I shrug.
"I think you should too" she tells me rubbing my shoulder.
"the appointment is tomorrow" she nods reaching for her phone.
"well billie is on her way to drop off mae" I kiss my teeth getting up, "and that's my cue to take my ass to my room" I say get up, I take the letter on my way and leave.
