billie
"how are you guys doing?" I ask panting into the mic, all the fans scream making me grin as I get a chair to sit in the middle of the stage.
"I'm glad. uhm.. you guys don't know the next song but shit has been so fucking crazy the last few months and I feel like I'm losing myself but I'm sure you guys already know what's going on" I say looking through the crowd.
"this one is dedicated to summer obviously, that girl is my whole heart but I obviously have some growing up to do" I say licking my lips and the song starts.
get to you - giveon
"it's alright! since the last one was me kind of pushing her away. you feel me, in this one, it's me say I'm ready, essentially" the audio starts.
"single but it's getting old quick" I start singing, "i'm on the road each night, need someone to hold me. that's what you told me"
summer
"I'm ready to get this baby out of me oh my god" I groan rubbing my belly.
I never got that abortion.
I was going to, I swear. I had booked an appointment that I went to and the doctor gives you a minute to think it through before they start the process and in that process of thinking.. I wanted to keep it.
I just have intention of telling billie.. not until she grows the fuck up anyways.
I don't get why she feels the need to be out and chasing pussy like she did.
"me too, it's been too long" naomi groans, she's past her due date almost ten months pregnant while I'm almost nine months.
we've become best friends, which is fucked up because we're pregnant with the same person' kids but we've talked it through and she has no feelings whatsoever towards billie.
it was just a drunken hookup to her.
I am honestly glad because as much as I hate billie right now, I don't know how I'd feel if she had some feelings for her.
I'm also disappointed over the fact that billie hasn't reached out to her to at least ask about their baby because she knows she's pregnant.
I was hoping she was at least mature enough to take care of her child.
which is another reason why I haven't told her about my pregnancy.
"I will honestly miss being pregnant" I pout looking at our bellies side by side, we're both laying on the couch with our bellies out, "pregnancy suits us" I grin looking over at her.
"it does" she nods pointing at where a bulge appears from the baby's foot, "oh god" I groan feeling pressure on my bladder, "I need to pee" I say rolling onto my side and get up.
stupid baby is always pushing on my bladder.
I speed walk to the bathroom and pee, "thank you" I mutter feeling relieved, I wipe myself down and put on my pants going to wash my hands and go back to the bedroom.
"uhm.. amariana, call katorah right now" naomi says in panic seeing her water just broke, "now please" her face scrunched up making me panic.
I rush to get my phone and dial her number quickly, "noami is going into labor, come here now" I tell her, I hear her shuffling and hang up while I try and comfort noami.
I feel wetness leak onto my underwear causing me to panic when I realize it's not pee.
