GODDAMMIT JAMES! (NovaHD)

Chapter Twenty-Two

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Sorry I haven't uploaded a lot. Idk mangs. Song in the side is The Art of Aesthetic by SayWeCanFly. I'm extremely sorry. I love you all so much. I'm trying my best but you know Idk. I keep making promises I can't keep. So I apologize. I will try my hardest to provide you all with good content.

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~~~Two days later~~~

***Seamus' P.O.V***

Ever since the double date, I can't stop thinking about Aleks... I know it's not right, because I have Jordan. But... I can't help it. These kind of feelings don't just go away. He's just so adorable and I want him. I sat for awhile on my phone; checking Twitter and texts. I stared at the sleeping Jordan beside me.

I sighed and slugged to the kitchen to get breakfast. I walked to the cupboard and got out the fruit loops, and to the fridge to get the milk. I set them both on the counter and got a bowl. When I turned around, in walked Sly. "Hey, Seamus. Good morning. Thanks for letting me crash here." he smiled, "Yeah, no problem. I said back. We sat in silence as we both got our food.

"Hey, Eddie...?" I spoke, breaking the silence. He swallowed his food before replying, "Yeah, Seamus?" I paused, looking down at my colourful cereal, "I-I need to talk to you about something... I just need you to not like... hate me" I said, looking down, as I mixed around my cereal, distractingly. "Seamus, I could never hate you." Eddie assured me, "Okay... You know how like... I kissed Aleks at the office?" I said, he nodded, taking spoonfuls of cereal into his mouth. "I think I still have feelings for Aleks... Like, strong feelings for him." I explained, shamefully. I kept my head down, too afraid to look at his face.

"I understand what you mean... You love Jordan... Don't you?" He asked. I nodded, "A lot yes... But I just... Maybe my feelings for Aleks are stronger than the ones I have for Jordan... Like Aleks makes me feel so happy... Don't get me wrong, I love Jordan. He makes me happy too. But, Aleks just... I don't know," I spoke.

I heard a creak of the old, hardwood floor to the left of me. I looked to the source of the noise, to see Jordan standing in the hall in front of the entrance of the kitchen. I could tell he was close to tears. "Jordan..." I sighed. He waved me off as he walked away to his room. I walked behind him, and stopped where he stood before. "Jordan!" I repeated, yelling down the hall. I heard the bedroom door slam.

I ran after him. I started knocking on the door, "Jordan... Please open the door!" I exclaimed. "I don't want to talk to you right now. Go talk to Aleks if you like him so much!" He yelled at me, through the door.

What did I just do...?

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Hai, I'm extremely sorry for the lack of chapters. I know I take so long and have so little. I started this fanfic as something to do in my spare time. Now I do it when I feel like it. I'm very sorry. I am trying my best. I love you all so much, please be patient. Keep reading. Aha. ^_^*