GODDAMMIT JAMES! (NovaHD)

Chapter Twenty

So, I'm sorry I haven't uploaded a new chapter in like 3 months... I've been kind of sad... But that's no excuse, I'm sorry. So here's a new chapter. Song in the side is When You Can't Sleep at Night by Of Mice & Men. Check it out

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***Aleks' P.O.V***

It's been 2 days since James and I came out, and Kevin hasn't left his room. Well, only for food and drinks but other than that, he's living like a hermit. I'm really worried about him. Kevin and I are best friends... Well... Were? Are we still? Fuck, I don't know! All over this stupid crush he has on me. Like, I'm not even that attractive! I have a little, shitty career and my personality is absolute garbage... Now that I think about it... Why does James even love me? How I am so magnificent to him; I will never understand. But Kevin needs to get over it. So I'm going to talk to him about it.

"Aleks?" I heard a voice say, I snapped back to reality (ohp there goes gravity.) I looked up from staring at the floor, to James' face. "Are you okay babe?" James asked, concerned. I furrowed my eyebrows, "Yeah, just... I'm worried about Kevin. We haven't really seen him since we came out..." I said. "He'll be okay, he just needs some time. He needs to know you're mine now and there's nothing he can do. Well, unless he kills me or something. But, we know Kevin would never." He joked, I spread a slight smile on my face, "Yeah, I'm going to go talk to him. Just to make sure he is okay. I can't continue living like he's not alive." I said, standing up. "Okay, just be nice" James said, "I'm always nice," I smiled, he let out a chuckle, "yeah okay" he said, sarcastically.

***Kevin's P.O.V***

I was sitting in bed on my laptop, scrolling on Twitter and Tumblr, when I heard a faint knock on my door. It was either Aleks or James and I wanted nothing to do with either of them right now. I was sad and broken. I love Aleks so fucking much and I've never met anyone like him. His face and personality is the best. I know he's insecure but I don't even know why. If I were him, I'd never be sad about myself. He's perfection.

"Kevin?" the person spoke in front of the door. It was Aleks, I didn't answer, maybe he'll go away. After a few seconds it was quiet, but then I heard the door open; and in walked Aleks. My eyes stayed glue to my laptop screen so I wouldn't have to make eye contact with him. Because if I did, I would breakdown, knowing I can't have him.

He sat on my bed, I shifted awkwardly, still staring at my screen. "Kevin, please" he said softly, ugh his voice is perfection, it's so cute and-Kevin! No. You must remain strong. "Kevin, I need to talk to you please look at me" he said in a little bit of a harsher tone. I have to answer him, I looked up from my computer to his face. "Kevin... Why are you upset?" He asked. "Are you fucking kidding me?? Why am I upset? Maybe because the guy I love is in love with another guy!? No that possibly couldn't be it" I yelled. He looked down to his hands and played with them, "Kevin... You don't control me, I'm not yours, I'm James' and you're going to have to accept it." he said, "What if I can't accept it?" I said quietly, he looked back at me, "Then it's going to be worse for you... You're making it worse for yourself if you don't accept it. I hate to see you like this. We're best friends, Kevin! I don't want that to go to waste over me" He explained, I nodded. What he said is true... I can't mourn over not having him, he's James' and there's honestly nothing I can do. If Aleks wants me to accept it, I will. I don't want to ruin our friendship any more than I have already.

***Jordan's P.O.V***

Seamus and I were laying on the couch watching Netflix when my phone went off. The caller ID read, 'Dextah Mannin' I answered it, "Hey, Dex" I greeted him, "Hey, you fucking asshole. I'm at the fucking airport, where the fuck tits are you?" He said raising his voice. "Oh shit. We'll be there soon!" I exclaimed and hung up. "C'mon Seamus we gotta pick up Dex from the airport." I said, he got up and we raced to the car. We got in and drove off.

We finally arrived at the airport to see an angry Dexter. We pulled up beside him and got out to help with his luggage. "Thank god you're here. That old lady was perv eyeing me up and down. Let's hurry up, I hope she ends up in jail." He said, we chuckled and packed up his luggage in the drunk and got into the car and drove back home.

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Hey, sorry again. I am hoping to get this fanfic going again. I start exams on Friday so I will try to write when I can. I will try my best to get back on track and provide more for you guys. I am truly sorry. I love you and thank you so much for your support

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