GODDAMMIT JAMES! (NovaHD)

Chapter Seven

Hello ^_^ What's up friends? I put another song by The Killers in the side because they're really and truly amazing :) The song on the side is really amazing so listen to it. okei bai ^_^*

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***Aleks' P.O.V***

        It was all black, I looked around trying to find a some sort of life. And I saw an open door on the right of me and there was light that was coming from it. I saw it walked into its direction, but it felt like it was getting further and further away. I began to run, but no matter how fast I ran, I didn't get any closer. I stopped running, re-evaluating the situation; when suddenly, I felt something grab my legs and pull me back. I fell down hard onto the floor and started to yell. I tried to kick the hands away as they were dragging me backwards, but it wouldn't let go.

        I opened my eyes to see I was in a hospital bed. I was panting, sweating and my heart was racing. I looked over to see James smiling at me, but that smile turned into a face of worry and concern. "Aleks, a-are you alright???" He asked worriedly, "y-y-yeah... I j-j-just had a horrible.. Dream I guess." I sighed. "Aleks..." he started, I sighed and knew what was coming. He began to get watery eyes, "Why... Why would you try to kill yourself?" he whimpered. "I just... Mia was my everything y'know? I loved her more than anything. You think I'd be okay when the person you love breaks up with you and tells you they don't want to see you again?" I said, he took a deep breath in, "I know it hasn't been easy for you, but killing yourself isn't the answer. You know the guys and I are here for you. I will always be here for you!" he told me, I smiled at his words. Gah, he's so cute... Did I just-yes-no. Let's forget I said that. "Thank you James... I love you so much... Maybe even more than a friend." I said mumbling the last part. My eyes widened as a weird look came across James' face, I blushed and covered my face with my hands, "oh my god I'm sorry." I said, embarrassed.

***James' P.O.V***

        "I love you so much... Maybe even more than a friend..." Aleks mumbled. Oh my god! I looked at him and he covered his face with his hands and apologized. I smiled and moved closer to him. I moved his face from his hands, "It's okay..." I reassured him. He gave me a slight smile, ugh he's so adorable I want to die. I moved in closer to kiss him, but he backed away. My heart sunk in my chest, "I-I'm sorry..." I said almost crying. "N-n-no it's okay... I just-I'm not uh g-gay... Sorry. I don't uh know why I said that..." He stuttered. I frowned but gave him a slight smile trying to hide my disappointment. "I-I-I should let the others let you uh know how you're uh doing... Also, I forgot to tell you, Kevin is coming over tonight. He'll be here in a few hours... I'll send in someone else..." I told him. I began to walk away but he pulled my arm back, he looked at me with a sad look in his eyes, "P-please stay with me James... I need you here." he said. I smiled and hugged him, "Okay, but I do have to tell the guys about how you're doing." I told him. He frowned, "O-okay..." I gave him a reassuring smile and walked out the door.

        I walked into the waiting room where the rest of the guys were. They all rushed over to me and asked how Aleks was doing. "He's fine, I'm going to stay with him tonight. I can check him out in the afternoon tomorrow, uh also Kevin is coming over. So uh yeah." I told them. They nodded and left, except for Seamus, "Can I talk to Aleks alone?" he asked. "I'll see if it's okay with him." he nodded and followed behind me. I walked into Aleks' room and his face lit up, "Hey, Seamus wants to talk to you alone... Is that okay?" I asked, his smile turned into a slight frown but he nodded and I left.

***Seamus' P.O.V***

       

        I smiled and sat in the chair next to Aleks' bed. "Aleks... I just want you to know, if you need anything, I'm here. You can always talk to me. I know you probably hate me now for what I did on fun night... But I'm really sorry. So yeah... I'm always here for you if you need it. I'll uh see you tomorrow." I said getting up and walking out the door. "Thanks..." he mumbled. I smiled and shut the door behind me.

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Sorry it was shorter and probably worse than usual... But I have more ideas for the next chapter, so yeahhh. Look forward to that I guess. ^_^*