GODDAMMIT JAMES! (NovaHD)

Chapter Ten

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        ***Aleks' P.O.V***

        On our way to Seamus' I realized how stupid I was, for trying to kill myself over someone who doesn't even care enough about me to be friends. I don't understand why I was so upset about it. It's not even worth it. She obviously didn't love me like I loved her. I just need to forget about her.

        We finally arrived at Seamus'. "Are you sure you want to do this?" James asked, "Yes James, I'll be fine" I laughed. He nodded and I got out of the car and walked up to Seamus' door and knocked on the door. I stood for a few seconds waiting. He finally opened the door, "Hey, Aleks. Come in!" He said opening the door wider. I smiled and walked in. I could hear James pulling out of the drive way as I entered Seamus' home. I walked into the living room, "You can sit down. Do you want a drink?" He asked, I shook my head and sat down, "I'm alright, thanks." He nodded and sat down on the couch. "So, how are you?" He asked concerned, "I-I'm getting better I uh guess." I said uncomfortably. "Look, you don't have to feel uncomfortable talking to me about these things. I mean, I just want to help you. I understand if you don't want to, but I want you to." He told me, I nodded. "Yeah... Alright uh... I-I-I don't-... I seriously don't know what I was thinking. I overreacted and I feel so stupid. Like, she didn't even care about me enough to stay friends. What kind of person does that? After all we had been through, all of me putting up with her jealousy and...cheating, I trusted her and I tried to forget about the horrible things she's done to me because I loved her more than anyone, but now I know... I don't love her, I was just lonely and needed someone. I could've moved on the first time I found out she cheated on me... But I didn't. I was so stupid." I blurted out, Seamus patted my back as the tears began to fall from my eyes.

        ***Seamus' P.O.V***

        I hate to see Aleks like this. I hugged him and comforted him. "Thanks Seamus. I owe you one." He said, wiping away his tears, "No need to thank me, I'm always here for you Aleks." I smiled. He smiled back, "So, Kevin is down. You wanna invite him over and we can have a little threesome horror movie night sleepover thing?" I asked, completely regretting my choice of words. "As long as there is no actual sex involved, I'm in." He replied, "Yeah, I didn't think before I said, I don't know." I said. "I'll text James to say I'm staying here, you call Kevy" he said, "Kevy?" I laughed, "Yeah, Kevin. I just... Just call him okay?" He said. I nodded and got my phone out, "Hey, Kevin. Wanna come over for a horror movie night thing with Aleks and I?" I asked when he picked up, "Yeah sure, sounds great." He replied, "Alright, being your shit because you're sleeping over. We can order pizza and share secrets." I told him, saying the last part in a girly voice. "Fuck yeah!" He laughed.

        ***James' P.O.V***

        I miss Aleks. I miss Aleks so much. Aleks needs to be here with me, laying with me. When I got home Kevin wasn't even there, well he left a note but whatever. I need my arms around Aleks, yes please. My phone buzzed, "TeXT FROM ALEKS YEs- I mean, nice Aleks texted me." I said casually, knowing no one was there. The text said

"Hey, I'm staying at Seamus' tonight. I'll be home by noon tomorrow."

I frowned, my little Aleksandr is spending more time with Seamus than me... Why? Ugh now I have to survive a night with the thoughts of Seamus stealing my boyfriend. Well, Aleks isn't technically my boyfriend but in my head, he is. And that's all that matters.

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Not long, I know, I'm so so sorry. But hey, it's better than nothing, right?

Okay ily k bye ^_^*