GODDAMMIT JAMES! (NovaHD)

Chapter Four

Hai, so this chapter will may be long idk yet. But the song in the side is actually really amazing omg. I might try to incorporate the songs in the side in the chapter bc it's awkward just being there.

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***Aleks' P.O.V***

I laid next to James, my head on his chest, breathing in his amazing scent. I sighed and smiled; loving the fact this was happening. I looked up to see him sleeping and placed a kiss on his cheek. He began to wake up, "Good morning, cutie." he smiled, "Good morning!" I beamed. We sat in bed for a good few minutes smiling and hugging each other. Suddenly, we heard a noise coming from the kitchen, James decided to get up to go investigate. "Aleks, whatever happens, stay here" he told me in a slightly panicked voice, I nodded hesitantly as he left the room. My heart was pumping out of my chest, I hid under the blankets; shaking in fear. I have never had a break in before... So many thoughts filled my head. Then I heard loud bangs and clashes which made me even more scared.

        The noises came to a halt and I came out from under the covers. I waited a few minutes before building up enough courage to go find out what was happening. I slowly walk out of the room looking in each room I pass by. I finally reached the kitchen, where the noise was coming from. I looked to the ground and screamed. There was James' cold, dead, lifeless body laying in a pool of his own blood. I turned around to see Seamus standing there with a big, sharp, bloody knife... Smiling. I stood there in shock, "See, now we can be together Aleks," he said with the most psychotic look on his face. I saw a side of Seamus I have never seen nor wanted to see. There was a scary look in his eyes; the most horrifying thing I've ever seen. The way he held the knife, twisting it around, almost as if he was admiring the damn thing. "Aleks, I did this for you... No, I did it for us!" he explained. I walked over to James' body and fell to my knees, crying. I looked up at him, "No... No you didn't! Seamus, why would you do this? Why would you kill the only thing in my life that's worth living for!? Seamus, why!?" I cried out, I could see the hurt and anger filling his face. He was about to cry, "I DID DO IT FOR US! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT? I LOVE YOU ALEKS! BUT YOU LOVE JAMES AND I CAN'T LIVE IF I'M NOT WHO YOU WAKE UP TO IN THE MORNING, THE ONE YOU LOVE, THE ONE YOU KISS AND HUG EVERYDAY! I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH ALEKSANDR! THIS IS THE ONLY WAY WE CAN BE TOGETHER!" he yelled. "IT'S NOT THE ONLY WAY! YOU MADE IT WORSE! I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU SEAMUS!" I screamed.

         His face filled more with rage as he made his way over to me, grabbing me by the collar of my shirt. I began to cry harder, "PLEASE SEAMUS, STOP!" I begged. He dragged me into the bedroom and threw me onto the bed, "Take off all of your clothes!" He demanded, "w-w" I tried to speak but he wouldn't let me, "DO IT NOW!" He said raising his voice. I cried as I did what he told me to, he then tied me to the bed and made his way ontop of me. He straddled by sides and kissed me roughly, "We could've done this the easy way, Aleks... But no, you chose the hard way." He said sarcastically, "So now, it's my turn to give you your punishment," he told me, smirking. He looked at the knife and then at my chest. He inched the sharp object towards my chest. "You see Aleks, I went through so much pain ever since you rejected me on "fun night" at the office... Now I wanna have some fun and make you suffer the way I did," he chuckled softly. He dragged the blade across my chest, making me wince in pain. The blood escaped from the newly added wound, he smiled and looked at me. "You like that?" He asked, of course not actually caring what my answer was. He then cut my stomach with the sharp knife, the burning sensation making me cry and scream. He laughed as he stood up, taking off his pants. I closed my eyes, knowing what was coming. "Open your eyes!" He yelled, "You will watch me and you will enjoy it." I cried and opened my eyes. "Are you ready? Ha, just kidding. I don't really care to be honest." He said smirking.

***James' P.O.V***

I was awoken by the sound of Aleks yelling in his room. I ran to him, "What's wrong!?" I yelled, "N-n-nothing.. I-I-I just h-had a weird dream." He said, I sat down next to him and wrapped my arms around him, "It's okay... You can tell me about it." I said trying to comfort him. "N-n-no, it's okay... Really." He reassured me, "okay." I replied, getting up and walking out. But he grabbed my arm, "Yes?" I questioned, "C-c-could you uh... Um... Stay with me... Until I erm... Fall sleep?" He asked shyly, "Yeah, of course," I smiled. He gave me a half smile and I sat down on the bed, he hugged me for awhile and fell asleep on my chest. I smiled and and put my arm around him. Fuck yes! This is the best day ever!

***Aleks' P.O.V***

        I woke up with my head on someone's chest. I look up slowly to see James, I smiled. Aleks- stop no. I got up and and sat at the edge of the bed with my face in my hands, remembering the dream I had had earlier. I-I-I don't understand... I don't like James that way, James is my best friend. I love girls, women, ladies; not guys. That was a really bizarre dream... I grabbed my phone off of my bedside table and checked my messages: 1 missed call from Eddie and 2 texts from... Mia? Oh my god. Mia finally texted me! 

        I unlocked my phone as fast as possible, and looked at the messages.

"Hey Aleks... I'm sorry for blocking you and ignoring you... I'm sorry for accusing you for cheating... I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me..."

and

"Aleks... We need to talk about this... I'm gonna come over on Friday at 2pm so... Please, be home."

It's only Thursday, I have a day to prepare what I'm going to say to her... I need to tell her how much I miss her and how much I love her. I need her to know how much she means to me! She just has to know!

        I heard grunting coming from behind me, I looked back to see a sleepy, yet still cute--- Aleks what? no, I mean a sleepy James, awakening. I smiled at him, "Hey... Mia is coming by to talk tomorrow at 2, so could you go to hang with Dan or something for a few hours, please?" I asked politely, "Uh yeah, of course..." he said sounding a bit disappointed. I just smiled and thanked him.

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Sooo kinda shorter than last chapter I believe, but I'm having some fun with this. Aha also don't forget the song hehe ^_^*