GODDAMMIT JAMES! (NovaHD)

Chapter Eight

Hello, I'm sorry for not updating in awhile. So here's a short chapter. I'm sorry, I will upload longer ones this weekend. I also put an awesome song used in an episode of Supernatural called Don't Fear the Reaper by Blue Oyster Cult, I love the song and yeah check it out ^_^ also yay for Kevin being a creature!

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***Kevin's P.O.V***

        I finally arrived at James and Aleks' house at 10pm. I sat and messaged James that I had arrived to their home. He told me the key was under the front door's mat. He also mentioned he wasn't going to be home tonight because of Aleks and I could help myself to anything I needed. I unlocked the door and sat on the couch. I started thinking about Aleks and began to cry. I can't believe he tried to kill himself. Mia is such a bitch ugh. Aleks is way too cute to be sad. Aleks is way too amazing for this. I officially dislike Mia. I want to be at that hospital with him, telling him he's going to be okay and that I'm here for him. Because I love him more than I love myself. He is the best thing in my life right now. I love him so much and I don't know what I'd do without him. If James didn't find him at that time, Aleks would be gone. And I would be left to blame myself. I envy James right now; I should've been the one to save Aleks... The one staying with him in the hospital... I deserve him, I know I sound selfish but I love him so much. I wiped away my tears and decided to turn on Supernatural and not long after, I fell asleep.

***Aleks' P.O.V***

        I can't wait for Kevin to come over. I missed him. I'm also really happy James stayed with me tonight, I couldn't handle this without him. He is and always will be my best friend. I think he is the best thing in my life right now, and the other guys of course. But James way more because I love him... L-l-like a friend obviously... "Hey, Aleks..." He muttered, "Yeah" I smiled, "I uh... I wanna tell you something. And I-I'm trusting you to not tell you anyone." he said, I nodded awaited. "I-I um went out with Seamus a few months ago... I broke it off because..." he paused and looked at me. I sat there with a blank expression on my face. He began to lean in for a kiss, I was too shocked to move away. His lips met mine and I felt so relieved. I widened my eyes, still shocked. He gave me a slight smile and blushed, "I-I'm sorry, I know you're not gay... You probably want me to leave. I'm sorry, I'll go" he said getting up, "No, please... Stay." I smiled. He nodded and sat back down.

        A few minutes later, he was passed out cold. I smiled at the sleeping man. I can't believe he kissed me... I like him but I'm not gay. I looked at his face again. God, he was so cute when he was sleeping. And I mean that in a non homosexual way.

        I sat and thought about what Seamus had said to me. I couldn't help but feel guilty about the way I treated him earlier. He was a good friend and I'm throwing that friendship away because of one stupid kiss? No, I'm not going to. I suddenly remembered my dream. It's the worst I've ever had. Kind of like that one Fall Out Boy song, he watched my face as he took my love away. My love being James. Maybe I do love James. But I can't think like that right now... I need to think about what I'm going to say to Seamus. I know sorry wasn't going to make him forgive me for being such a dick. I sighed and picked up my phone and began to compose a new text to Seamus. I pondered what to say for awhile. I finally got it together and sent the text. I sighed in relief and decided I would try to sleep, wondering if I would be able to actually get some sleep.

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Really sorry I haven't updated lately but here, sorry it's short but more tomorrow. Thanks for reading and I love you.