GODDAMMIT JAMES! (NovaHD)

Chapter Five

Sorry guys, I haven't uploaded in a day, I just haven't been coming up with ideas as easily, so sorry. This is gonna be a cute, mushy chapter for Jormus hehe. I also have put a J-Rock song in the side because not enough people know the band 'My First Story' so listen to it because it's a good song and has a lot of meaning. I might work it into the story so yes. Enjoy ^_^*

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***Seamus' P.O.V***

        I haven't stopped thinking about that kiss and those words. I replayed it in my head, reliving the best moment of my life, "I love you, Seamus." His beautiful, blue eyes and his voice; he's literally the definition of perfection. I sat for awhile, thinking about him. After a few minutes of pondering the possiblility of a relationship between us, I decided it was time to talk to Jordan. I picked up my phone and dialed his number, "Hello?" he said. "H-h-hi, i-i-it's Seamus..." I stuttered, "Hey, Seamus!" he exclaimed. "H-h-hi... C-c-could I maybe uh c-come over?" I asked shyly. "Of course you can! Come anytime." he replied, "Okay, I'll be over in a few, bye." I said hanging up. I went into the bathroom and tried to make myself look as good as possible. When I was finished, I got into my car and drove to Jordan's house.

        I sat in his driveway for a few minutes, remembering again what had happened on "fun night". That kiss was magnificent and I-I just wanted him to be mine! I didn't realize how much I loved him until that night. I knew I liked him before, but my feelings towards Aleks were stronger... Now, I mostly think about Jordan, he is *cue Bring Me The Horizon song* my knight in shining armor, the apple of my eye. I really want him to be my boyfriend. I am in love with Jordan Mathewson.

        I finally got myself together and made my way to Jordan's front door. I took a deep breath in and knocked on his door. Only a few moments later, he opened the door to greet me. "Hey, Seamus!" he said leaning in for a quick kiss, I leaned forward and met his lips. "Come in!" he said opening the door wider and motioning me to come in. I smiled and walked in and sat on his couch, "You want a drink?" he asked walking to the fridge, "We have Pepsi, Coke, milk, water, coffee, tea." he finished. "Water is fine, but don't worry, I'll get it myself," I replied while standing up. "Oh no you don't, you sit back down! You're the guest, I'll get it. Now would you like ice with that?" he questioned, wriggling his eyebrows intensely, I laughed and nodded. I sat back down on his couch and watched him. He quickly finished getting our drinks and sat down next to me, handing me my drink. I smiled and took it but to soon then put it on the coffee table. "So, about what happened on 'fun night'... I just want to say, I meant what I said Seamus, I love you more than anything and anyone. I want you to..." He sighed and stared into eyes, "I want you to be my boyfriend, Seamus." I sat and blushed at his words; looking down in embarrassment. I looked back up, "I-I love you too. I would love to be your boyfriend!" I smiled. He beamed at me and kissed me on the lips. We sat for awhile watching movies and I feel asleep in his arms. I am literally the happiest guy on earth.

---The Next Day---

***Aleks' P.O.V***

        So it's finally the day that Mia comes to talk. I really didn't plan yesterday, I kind of just sat around watching TV and playing video games. I look at the clock as it struck 2pm, she was going to be here any minute now. I sighed in frustration, do I get back together with her or not? I don't know. I heard the doorbell ring and I sprung up and ran to the door. I opened it up to see a smiling Mia standing there, she looked so cute. I smiled and let her in, we sat on the couch and she began to speak, "So, how've you been, Aleks?" I smiled, "I've been alright, yourself?" "I've been... Good" she hesitated, "So, I came here to tell you something important... I love you Aleks..." she said, I smiled, "I love you too Mia." "But-" I frowned, "I have a new boyfriend..." she finished. A new boyfriend!!? It's been like two fucking days, what the fuck!!?? I nodded and she stood up, "I'm sorry... I just can't see you anymore. It's too much, I hope you understand." She said while walking towards the door, "Goodbye, Aleks." She said softly while walking out, I began to cry. She was really gone this time. She doesn't even want to see me anymore! Like at least fucking day the 'I hope we can be friends' shit so I feel a little better. I sat and cried for awhile.

         I was interrupted by the sound of the front door opening, followed by James calling my name. I quickly ran into my room and locked the door, I didn't need him to help me this time, he doesn't need to be the one who has to deal with my problems. He knocked on my door repeatedly, asking if I was alright, I assumed that he thought I was listening to music or something because he eventually gave up and left. I sighed and returned to my thoughts. Why did this have to happen to me? I got told by the one I love that they never want to see me again... That shit fucking hurts! What did I do to deserve this!? I needed to take my mind off of it, I put on my headphones and turned my phone on shuffle. My favourite song came on, The Reason by My First Story, just because half of it is in Japanese, it still has a lot of meaning. As the intro ended, I began to sing along, "I feel alone, I want to kill myself for me. But it can’t be, I don’t have the strength to die. Why am I here right now? Tell me what you think. Maybe you don’t know! How do you figure out the way you are? Holding too tightly. Holding my cold breath. I let it be."  I sang. It seemed to help me get over what had happened.

        The song finished and I pulled myself together and left my room to sit on the couch. "Hey, are you alright?" James asked, reminding me why I was sad which got me on the verge of tears. "Yeah." I said softly, walking past him. "Are you sure? You look like you're about to cry.. You know you can tell my anything Aleksandr..." he told me, I sighed, "You don't need to always be there to help me..." "I know, but I don't care. I want to help you Aleks, I'll do whatever, please tell me." he pleaded. I nodded, I couldn't hold it in anymore, I sighed, "Mia... She told me she has a boyfriend..." He came and sat next to me and rubbed my back. "I'm sorry Aleks." he said, "I haven't even told you the worst part... She said she doesn't want to see me ever again..." He sighed and hugged me, he's such a great friend... Boyfriend? Yes. I mean no! I don't like James that way? Why do I keep thinking about him that way!? Ugh I like WOMEN. "I'm so sorry Aleksandr... But, there are pleanty of fish in the sea..." he reassured me. Like you unf- ugh Aleks seriously stop, you're just upset because of Mia, you don't mean it!

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So yeah 6_6 Chapter Five. So idk about my posting schedule since school's coming up... I'm going into High School and I'm extremely nervous, I have to go to registration on Wednesday and I wanna cry ok omg.

Do any of you have any advice for a Grade 9?