Please Forgive Me

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Please Forgive Me

As I get older

It's become easier to see

The pain of my youth,

My childhood,

Was because of me.


The lies I was told

The hurt I received

Was something in the past

I chose to believe.


The closer I get

To that reality

The more I see the

Importance of fantasy.


Of magic that's believed in

Though there are those

That can't see.

This is now 

 what's important to me.


But the path is not smooth,

Nor was it ever meant to be

Because on a smooth paved surface

There can be nothing of beauty.


No flower can bloom

There is no room

For me to grow.

This I now know.


So, I'm sorry

I didn't believe

In all you could achieve.

If only I would let go.


I'm sorry I let the fear

Live so near.

That I slowly became

My own foe.


I'm sorry I didn't

Hold you when you cried

When those others lied

About you.


I'm sorry I didn't set you free

So, you be

Living the fantasy.


I'm sorry.

But perhaps,

Just perhaps

You can find it in your heart

To forgive me.


A second chance

To believe

A second chance

To achieve

All that is inside

To live the fantasy.


I am

Truly

Sorry.

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