I Still Love You (a Smoleman Fanfic)*completed*

Chapter 11

Jenna needed to talk to someone. Someone who knew what the fuck they were doing, because she sure as hell wasn't sure. She picked up her phone from the floor where Matt had dropped it and pocketed it.

She drove her car over to Moffat's house and parked in the driveway. She walked up to the front door and rapped on it twice.

The door opened. "Jenna! To what do I owe this late pleasure?" Moffat exclaimed, surprised.

Jenna started tearing up. "I-"

"Jenna! Are you ok? Come in, please!" Moffat ushered her into his living room. "I'll get us some wine, okay?" He got up and brought in a bottle of wine and two wine glasses.

He poured wine into each glass and handed one to Jenna. "What's wrong Jen?"

Jenna took a deep breath and composed herself before speaking. She looked at Moffat directly into his eyes. "I.... I need a favor."

"Yeah, of course! Provided you and Matt don't kiss in it...."

"Moff, I want to quit Who."

His eyes widened. "What? Why? Jen, you're the best companion there ever was! You've witnessed two different 'regenerations' of the Doctor! That's more than anyone else! And people were clamoring for your return after the end of season eight! Why leave?"

Jenna lowered her gaze. "Matt and I... we had a row. A terrible row. We fought. We yelled. I kicked him out of my apartment. He left. We.... we're not... friends anymore."

Moffat stared. "You're not... together???"

Jenna shook her head, a tear sliding down her cheek... and suddenly her body was shaking with sobs, tears coursing down her face, her body jerking oddly as she tried to stem the flow of tears from her eyes.

Moffat's eyes widened. "What? Jen? Why? You guys were so cute!"

Jenna raised her eyebrow through her tears. "Cute? Moff you never say that!"

"Well, now I do!" Moff said defensively.

Jenna laughed softly, wiping her eyes. "Well... No, we're not together anymore... I decided that Richard was right for me after all... I just hoped that Matt and I would stay friends... But I guess I can't expect that much after what I did to him..." Jenna stood up. "I'm sorry for taking your time. Just write me out in the next episode please. I need to leave. I'm sorry." she made her way to the front door and opened it. "I really am sorry, Moff. I just need a break. From Matt, from drama... From everything, really." She shut the door behind her, leaving Moffat confused and irritated behind her as he racked his brains for a way to kill off the much-loved Clara Oswald in a brutal fashion that would hurt the fans. (haha that's what I imagine he does with his spare time)

Jenna put her keys in the ignition and started the engine, driving off at top speed to her parent's house. She needed someone who could help her with her dilemma, and who could do better than her wonderful mother? Her mother who had helped her through every tough spot shed ever gone through in life?

She took out her set of keys and found the one to enter her parents' house.

The key clicked in its lock and she ipened the door hesitantly, afraid to wake her parents up at such an inconvenient hour (btw its about 11:00 at night).

She slipped into her old bedroom upstairs and found it the way it used to look when she was 17- posters of cute guys wallpapering the room, a picture of her and Richard together at prom (pretend they knew each other then), and pictures of her with her best friends since she was little. As she scanned the shelves, she let her eyes skip nonchalantly over the picture of her and Ella (yes that girl I mentioned previously). She saw Cassie, Bella, and Rebecca, and she sifted through her memories of them one by one, remembering each of them, thinking about what life would've been like if she hadn't become an actress and had us read stayed a normal, average person. She was still close friends with them, but they weren't able to talk as often since Jenna was always busy filming or acting.

Jenna flopped onto her bed and decided to wait till morning for her mother so she could get a good lecture on how to get everything settled with a boy.

Her eyelids slid shut as she drifted off into a deep sleep.

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Yup I updated! I didn't wanna leave you guys hanging... :P

Sorry for last chapter FYI. I know it was sad.

Love you guys!!! <3 :D

-Rina <3 <3 <3