I Still Love You (a Smoleman Fanfic)*completed*

Chapter 21

Hi! So before I start actually writing, I've got a few things i hafta say-

1. I was gunna update on Sunday... But thats my birthday so sorry nope!

2. I really appreciate your support of this story!

3. This chapter goes out to @scarfs_and_bowties because she is just the sweetest person. I don't know her in real life but I feel like she's my sister and I can tell her anything. Just recently she was amazing and helped me feel more comfortable about my sexuality. So yis. Thank you, love. You're wonderful.

Now here we go!

PS sorry for feels killing last update but you guys wanted it!

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Jenna's eyes opened, her body shivering. She had tossed her sheets off while sleeping.

The nurse in charge of her immediately walked over to her bed. "Miss?"

Jenna groaned. "Hmmm?"

"There's a note by your bedside. Would you like me to read it out loud to you?"

Jenna nodded, then held her stomach.

The nurse picked it up and read aloud: "Hey Jen-

Richard, Lily, Kaz, and Arthur all send their love and support. We all need you back right now. Especially me.

I love you, Jenna Coleman. I wish I said it out loud more often. You are my heart, my soul, my literal everything. I would give my life for you if that would help. I would sell my soul to the Devil. I would kill every person on this planet if it meant that I could save you.

I love you.

~Matt xoxoxoxoxxxxxxx"

Jenna started tearing up. "Oh my gosh..."

The nurse patted her hand kindly. "Do you need to be alone, sweetie?"

Jenna nodded, choking back the tears threatening to spill down her cheeks.

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It had been an hour. She kept picking up Matt's note and rereading it, tracing over the letters he had written with her index finger. It was so sweet, and she knew she didn't deserve his love. She was such a terrible person. She had went from Richard to Matt to Richard to Matt. She had cheated on Richard, then cheated on Matt. What kind of person deserved a love so sweet, so simple, yet so true?

Definitely not her, that was all she could say.

A smart rap came at the door.

The nurse got up and went out of the room, then poked her head back in. "Mr. Smith here to see you. Would you like to see him?"

Jenna nodded and wiped her tears away, hoping that it was THE Smith she desperately hoped to see.

Matt stepped through the doorway. "Jen?"

She smiled. "I got your note."

He smiled back nervously. "D-do you like it?"

Jenna shook her head. "No."

Matt looked down, ashamed, as if he had done something wrong.

"I love it!" She flung her arms around him as best as she could.

Matt's eyes widened into a stunned look. His hands automatically crept around her insanely thim waist. He touched her with extreme care- her body was so fragile: the limbs small and bony, the waist tiny, every part of her body felt as though it was about to break in half.

Her lips pressed to his, and even though she didn't have enough energy to kiss him full on, with tongues and everything, the kiss was more passionate than ever.

Maybe it was because Matt knew that Jenna had a week left to live, and was determined to make it the best week she'd ever had.

Maybe it was because Jenna needed him now, more than ever before.

Maybe...

Maybe it was simply true love.

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Just a filler chapter, kinda. Just cute Smoleman-y stuff.

Yes. Jenna's got a week to live. Let's make the best of this, shall we?

Again, this chapter is dedicated lovingly to @scarfs_and_bowties. Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thanks for 1.6K reads!! :D you all are wonderful.

-Rina