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I didnt know i was capable of being loved-Vance Hopper

No doubt about it

Your boyfriend, Vance wasn't a necessarily affectionate person.

You knew he loved you of course

Although he would rarely be the first person to initiate an intimate moment

Usually you kissed him first, or hugged him first or cuddled up to him on a night that was cold

Yet of course, he loved you

Vance didn't have the best childhood

And compared to his dad, he's a pretty damn good boyfriend

(Time skip)

I walk over to Vance's house listening to the snow crunching under my boots the cold air was nipping at my ears and nose

My hands found comfort in the fleece lined pockets of a coat to thin for a night this cold

I eventually see the red mailbox with "hopper" painted on the side

Attempting to quicken my pace towards his door more exited for the warmth of his home then to see my boyfriend himself

The door opens to reveal vance standing there long blonde mane slightly wet

"What took you so long?"He says glancing down at my shivering figure

I quickly scoot past him and lie down infront of the fire where his dog is asleep

He chuckles down at me "not even a kiss?"

"If you want a kiss you can come down here and give me one" I utter not willing to give up the warm spot

He slowly came and lied beside me

"Cold?" He asks obviously knowing the answer

I cuddle up to him which happened to be closer to the fire

Vance doesn't have a large house, two bedrooms meaning he and his mom have their own bedroom

Vance goes to his room without saying where he's going

He comes back holding a a coat and hat way to big for me

He holds the items out towards me and says

"Cmon I want to show you something"

After whining about not wanting to get cold I finally put of his thick coat and hat he put on another of his coats just much thinner

He grabs my hand and leads me to his bedroom window

"Why did you want to show me your window?" I question him.

Just come with me he says holding out his hand already half out the window

I grab his hand and climb onto the window sill and with his help

After successfully getting on to the room I see a small spot in the snow that was been stepped on next to the where vance is sitting

As I go to sit beside him he lights a cigarette offering it to me which I politely decline as he lies of his back getting snow in his champagne fringe

After about a minute of us lying in comfortable silence he glances in my direction

"You know I love you right?"

"What" is all I can reply with

"I said, you know I love you right"

I look at him very confused, of course I know he loves me. He's my boyfriend

Don't get me wrong sometimes my insecurities get the best of me but I know that if he didn't like me we wouldn't be here

He wouldn't give me the bigger coat

He wouldn't offer me his last cigarette

He wouldn't hold me close to him if I was really scared

I mean he doesn't usually kiss me or hug me, or tell me he loves me first.

But of course

I know he does

"What makes you say that Vance?"

He takes a long drag before saying
"You deserve someone better than me"
And then looking away up into the stars

I scoot a little closer to him saying

"But you're my everything vance and I-"

"No y/n we're polar opposite's, you need to be touched and held and I'm happy just sitting next to you. You call me all the time to tell me about your day and I rarely call you first. I'm so worked up about myself that I forget you have you're own problems and-"

This time I cut him off but he keeps going on

"And you only do this for me you hate everyone else you hide in the bathrooms during lunch so you don't have to talk to people, you only get exited when you see me and it's not fair to you.
You deserve so much better than me"

You can hear the sound of his voice getting choppy

You quickly lean your head on his shoulder and give him a kiss

Still sitting in the wet snow I scoot closer to him so our bodies are touching

"I know you love me vance"

"Really?" He says still not looking at me

"Of course I love you Vance why wouldn't I?"

"I didn't know I was capable of being loved by someone" he says tossing his cigarette into the snow beside us

"Let alone being capable of being loved by someone like you"