I Still Miss You 💔. By A.ZChaudhry

Chapter 12

AVA

I entered my house smiling like a goof ball when I closed the door and laid my back against it. Xandros told me he loved me. He held me, kissed me, had sex with me. Basically, he made love to me.

I-i.... I lost my virginity to him. My first time, and it was with him. The moment couldn't have been better with the mild cold, windy beach, with us all alone, the beautiful yellowish orange horizon with the man I loved the most right in front of me. I could still feel the imprints of his hands on my neck, my back, my front, my waist, my legs and what not. I ran my fingertips over my neck and let out a throaty chuckle feeling his marks all over me.

I could still, literally feel him inside of me as I walked.

Xandros loved me.

He loved me.

It was me all along. His first love.

It was me.

I looked up at the ceiling controlling my breathing rate when I felt calm. After three rounds of sex, he helped me clean up after he cleaned himself. We spent some more time there having sandwiches and cupcakes that I had made. It was truly one of the most beautiful times that I had spent with him and didn't want to trade it with anything else.

Pushing myself off the wall, I slowly made my way towards my room, slowly going up the stairs, reliving each memory that I had made today, a fucking smile plastered on my face that no matter how hard I tried? I couldn't wipe it off.

Aaaandddd my smile was wiped out right the next second. I was just about to enter my room when I heard a giggle. My eyes widened as anyone in their right mind would recognize that giggle straightaway. Owen.

I turned around to see the little boy standing behind a wall, his smile wide as ever, pearly white teeth showing, dimples ever so prominent when he dipped his head and giggled again. What was funny? Heat crept up my cheeks when I placed my bag with the wet clothes on the floor and the basket right next to it when I approached him, walking slowly as I was finding it difficult to walk right now. Xandros had to carry me to the car because I couldn't stand on my feet. Changing our mind, we first practiced walking so that I was not limping when I reached home or so that Xandros wasn't carrying me all the way to my room.

Owen was in his blue pyjamas and night shirt with SpongeBob printed on it when after finally getting close to him after about a few minutes, I made sure that the buttons of my shirt were close when I looked at him, my cheeks pink with embarrassment when I asked, "What's funny, Owie?"

"You."

"What do you mean?"

He deliberately widened his eyes at me, his lips curled up into a teasing smile when he brought his face closer to me, "Where. Were. You?"

My horrified self was wishing he didn't see Xandros dropping me off when I replied, "With a friend."

He deliberately wiggled his body and nodded, "Uh huh. A friend. Hmmm." And he again wiggled his body.

I scowled at him and hit the back of his head lightly, "Why are you up?"

He shot back at me, so very gleefully, "Why were you up so early?"

"I-i had a meeting. With a friend."

"Can I know the name?"

"Just a friend, Owie. Go to sleep."

His stubborn butt sat on the floor when he still had that annoyingly cute but teasing smile on his face, "Nah uh uh."

I sighed, "Owen. What is it?"