From Beginning to the End (Jeongcheol)

Ice Ice Baby

Seungcheol pov

'What's wrong Hannie? Why are you so cold to me? Did something happen?'

'You know what you did!'

What did I do??

'Hannie, what did I do? I really tried thinking what I possibly did wrong but I really can't think of any. Please tell me...'
Tears were building up in my eyes, threatening to fall.

Jeonghan stayed silent.

'Remember how we promised to tell each other everything and anything ever since Mingyu and Wonwoo's big drama?'

Jeonghan nodded.

'And remember when I promised you that I would never shout at you or get mad at you? Also during Mingyu Wonwoo drama?'

Jeonghan nodded again.

'How about we both commit our promises now?'

Jeonghan shook his head, keeping totally silent.

'😕 I really don't know what happened but please know that I love you so so so much. I promised not to get mad and shout at you but you giving me cold shoulders and not replying me at all by ignoring me is making me frustrated. I know you are aware. But I promised to never shout at you so I'm trying my best. I really am. I love you so I don't wish for my stupid actions to lead us to regret our decisions. I hope we can solve this issue soon. For now, I'll give you space. You can take the bed, I'll sleep in the couch'

I got off the bed and went to wash up before lying down on the couch. Before I closed my eyes, I stared at his face. I was tempted to crawl in bed or to just peck his forehead but I promised him space. I rested my hands under my head and closed my eyes. I couldn't really sleep since the couch was hard and shorter than my body so my feet were hanging off awkwardly.

'Goodnight Hannie'

No reply. There was also no spare blankets so I was just lying naked in the cold freezing aircon.

~ 2am ~

'Cheollie... ireona...'

I heard someone calling me while poking my cheek. I opened my eyes and saw Jeonghan kneeling beside me.

'Han what's wrong?'
I grew concerned since outside was still dark and Jeonghan was calling me.

'Come to bed with me...'
'I'm fine Jeonghan. Go back to sleep'
I tried closing my eyes but was stopped by Jeonghan who tugged my hands.

'You look uncomfortable. The couch is too small. Come to the bed'
'I'm fine. Go sleep. Goodnight'

'Please? I'm scared to sleep alone. The bed feels too empty. This place is new and... I'm scared'
Jeonghan's voice broke a little.

I got worried that he wasn't going to get enough sleep if he was scared so I stood up and led him back to bed. We both climbed onto the bed and I held Jeonghan in my arms, inhaling the sweet scent of his shampoo, his head on my chest.

'Go sleep. I'm here to protect you'

With that, we fell asleep.