Despair - 양정원 (zombie apocalypse au)

Prologue

Lee Haneul

Hey, my name is " useless "
Probably wondering why I named myself that, well it's because everyone keeps calling me that, I'm Lee " Useless " Haneul.

Me and my Family lives in Daegu City in South Korea, My Family and I was moving to Seoul for my Father's business, meaning I had to transfer to another school, which sucks.
I was surprised that my parents transferred me to a great school, I didn't knew they cared much about me.

Cause they only care about my big brother,
Lee Heeseung. My brother is what you call a
" perfect human being ". My brother is good looking, he's popular, has good grades, good at any sports, can sing and dance, kind and responsible. He's just perfect and everyone likes him.

While me being his younger sister everyone also expected something from me, but they had the wrong expectations.
They thought I was also like my brother, but I could say I'm totally different. I won't say I'm pretty, cause no one never actually told me I was pretty.

I was an introvert, didn't have much friends, I was a complete nobody, I only had average grades but it wasn't actually good cause I cut classes sometimes, I wasn't good at any sports, I prefer skating which is why my parents was disappointed.
I never was that " kind " to my father. well cause my father was strict and too controlling for me to handle, that's why if ever he scolds me and tries to judge me of how I was acting,
I never listen to him, I always cut him off, I always talk back when he criticizes me and compares me to my brother.

But that doesn't mean I hate my brother. I don't hate him, he's the only one who was with me whenever I needed someone to talk to. whenever he hears me crying after some fights with our dad, he was the one to cheer me up, and he made a great job of being a great brother to me.

I didn't hate my mother too, although she sometimes makes me sad that whenever me and dad fought, she never takes my side.
I know that it was also my dad controlling her, and I knew she wanted to shout at my father too for being too hard on me. So I didn't hate her.

I do hate my father for how he treats me, but.. I didn't actually had much hatred for him. I just hated how he wanted us to move to Seoul and how he criticizes and compares me to my brother.

I also hated how one time he called me useless and I heard some girls gossiping and talking shit about me in the bathroom once,
Calling me such names and calling me useless because I was different from my brother, which made no total sense to me on why they hate me so much that I didn't do anything.

I guess that's just me.

Everyone hates me, I'm just my brother's shadow, I'm useless, I'm a nobody, and they think I'm adopted.

Well at least I'm good at skating and absolutely nothing will stop me from skating everyday, especially not my father.