Hello! SO this is my first original story I've attempted to post here. If you read on thanks so much! Enjoy :)
-V
~ Eli ~
"Don't just stand there! Read what it says!" Ray hissed at me and I gulped. "What do you mean read what it says! I'm practically gonna invade someone's privacy here!" I hissed back, trying not to glare at the librarian lady who's been giving us the death stare.
"Oh come on Eli! It's like watching someone get butt naked and they don't even know it!" "Your Disgusting" "I'm only trying to help" He smirked back at me and I rolled my hazel eyes.
My hands clutching the black journal almost too tightly. "Eliiiii!" He whined and I let out a small growl.I usually wasn't this nervous about opening a damn notebook but hell, here it goes.
My shaky fingers flipped to a random page and I read,
October 10, 2012
I'm Hopeless. I keep drowning in my own fantasies, my own beautiful lies. In fact, I'd rather stay like that forever because well that's the best place there is right now. The truth is my life will never get better. My Dad will always hate me; blame me for something I couldn't stop from happening. The people at my school will always hurt me, never stop bullying me and as for me, I will always think I'm the biggest mistake.
Sometimes I like to think that this is all a bad dream.
A nightmare I can't seem to wake up from, and hopefully, someday someone could wake me up and ..I'll say,
"Oh! There you are lovely, thanks for waking me up.. again"
-A.R
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Dear, Lovely
Teen Fiction|Completed| *This story mentions mental illnesses and sensitive subjects such as suicide and self-harm. If these topics are too sensitive, please do not read!* Life for Arielle Rodgers has never been fair since the accident...
