Whitewashed Dreams (A Chat blanc Story)

❦The most loveable ninja❦

I almost turned into the person they told me I was.

Bless your heart, you were the only one who had my back when everyone used me. Looking back, it's crazy how most people don't get me, not even you at the very end. Came here with me to play pretend. I didn't know monsters looked, but now I wish I hadn't met you.

False promises, empty words, broken vows

The cracks in the mask, the lie we told me.

You claimed you trusted me, you think I didn't see the doubt in your eyes? The lies that you spewed are a constant reminder of the deceit that once was. They don't leave me, they linger like shadows behind every word and action I take. I can't escape, I run, turn and hide, but they constantly chase me, in the world of the living as well of shadows.

The voices in my head tell me to hurt you. It's not a desire, but a promise they say.

I am not aware at what direction I should take, or which directions I have taken. In the end, the facade we put on can never truly hide what's within, for the cracks will always show and the vile will leak out, leaving a stain on the heart.

I can hear the whispers in my sleep. I just want to hide under the covers. No matter what I do I will never be like the others. I can see how they look at me, they see me as a monster. This system is designed for us to fall in line or die.

You watered my soul with sickening acid. Holding it, casting a cloud.

It's raining more than ever.

The echoes of betrayal, a haunting refrain.

I don't want to play pretend, I want to take off this disguise

I can't see myself anymore.

I forgot me.*#*#*

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RIIINNNNG RIIIIING

Huh?! What time is it?
8:43 am

Who be calling me at such an hour?

I grab my phone from the night table and look at the screen. If it's James or Mj, I am going suffocate them with camembert.

I see someone else profile picture on my phone. It's Regina. That is surprising, why would she call me so early? Does she need something?! Well I better pick it up.

"Bonjour Regina?"

"Allo, hope you are doing well, sorry to wake you up it just that you said you owed me a favour..."

"Yeah and I am a kitten of my word..."

"I am sorry what?"

Did I needed to say that? Why did the chat got out dammit!

"Sorry, sorry how embarrassing, just woke up dreaming about being... chat noir..." Why did I say that.

"Ok? Chat Noir fanboy. Well look, I went to your elegant ball it's only fair you join up in an event yourself. And no it's not a fancy or dangerous event. Your job is to find a team to play volleyball. Simple alright? We are missing a team, and so I decided as you owe me something you can find people, and yourself, to form this volley band to compete."

"Are you serious?". No but seriously that's why she needs me? To play ball in the sand? Well sounds...

Sounds like p-

"Yeah go play kiddo sounds like fun" says Plagg, obviously eave-dropping the conversation.

" I am now go get a team, I need you in ... 2 hours."