After taking a quick shower, I immediately throw myself on the bed. I have never been that exhausted on practice, the last month has been a great dragged for me.
This is the first time in my back to season days that I did not felt any excitement and pumped up at all.
Sascha did fucked me up.
She blocked me on everything! I thought we're okay when I left, she offered me a ride to the airport. We kissed one last time, I made her to promise me to continue talking. And yet when I tried reaching her when I arrived here in Raleigh I couldn't reach her at all.
I tried reaching her on everywhere but I couldn't find her. And I also can't ask on Valter or to her older sister. I respect her still, I'm not dumb when she keeps on warning me not to tell Valter or her sister.
And I also don't want to explain myself to the two of them that Sascha and I have been screwing each other's brains out even before their wedding happened.
I miss her.
But I'm done jerking everything out! For fuck's sake. I stood up out of the bed and grab the remote control, I rather just watch some St. Louis Blues game replays. We'll be facing them next week. The new season has just started, and Canes have been doing well with our stats.
Surprisingly me too. Even though I'm very much so distracted, I still manage to keep my own stats to thrive on every game. As I focused myself on watching, my phone suddenly beeps and its a text from Jarvis, one of my teammates. If this kid asks me to go out or something I'll surely go.
I need a distraction to stop thinking about Sascha, because I always think about her if I'm alone. It's pathetic!
Jarvis: did u read Valter's message in the groupchat?
Me: nope. what is it?
Jarvis: drinks on his new house tomorrow.
Me: u know we're not allowed to drink ryt?
Jarvis: says who? We can drink, but not that much.
Jarvis: u coming? u should.
Me: sure!
After sending the message, I throw my phone away. Yup! One thing that annoys me is that Valter and Trina moved here in Raleigh since Valter managed to become one of the new training staffs of the Canes.
I always see them, and as much as I want to ask if how was Sascha or ask for any update about her. I literally can't!
It's killing me big time!
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The Hunt: A Jesperi Kotkaniemi Fanfiction
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] Sascha was broken, and so when she found herself in Finland she decided to get wild to forget all the heartaches only to meet a stranger named Jesperi Kotkaniemi. A guy that no matter how hard she try to get rid off, she absolutely can't...
