The Hunt: A Jesperi Kotkaniemi Fanfiction

30. Sascha

The MediCare Foundation of Raleigh, North Carolina is such a huge sweetheart and a blessing to me and to my co-pre med graduates!

The celebratory party they threw for us was major, we felt like the most VIP among all VIP's and I couldn't keep my head around how amazing they are. The people in the foundation are really so sweet and they have helped us all throughout our journey into getting our degree, it was already enough but they still wanted to have a party dedicated for us.

"I never felt so successful in my life!" Craig, a MedTech student in Winston-Salem commented while all of us are heading out of the venue. "Even if I'm still on my pre-med."

"I know!" I replied back giving him a side hug, and bid my goodbye to my other co-graduates who are all now leaving.

"Sascha!" My sister called my attention when she emerges from the venue's entrance followed by my cousin Gayle. "I'm heading to Fairmount Bar, Valter and the rest of the team are having drinks there for the end of the season night out. You coming?"

The thought of coming was really tempting, but then I don't want to risk seeing Kk. For sure he is there, and I don't want to ruin his night showing up. And I don't want to ruin mine as well, I just had a good time celebrating myself and my little achievement.

"I'm good Tri. You should go."

"Are you sure?" Trina asks.

I nodded. "What about you Gayle?"

She gave me a smile. "Is it okay if I come along with Tri? Will you be fine?"

"Of course! Go have some fun. I'm totally alright." I assured them.

"You can use my car, I'll just come ride with Gayle's." My sister says giving me her car keys. "Are you sure you're fine driving home alone?"

"Tri! I've been driving alone for so long. Stop being dramatic!" I said rolling my eyes.

"Okay, we'll head out now! Drive safe!" Trina says and all of us went unto our separate ways. Me, heading straight home to finish pack and then Gayle and Tri to go have party with the Canes.

As I finally went inside the car I sighed, I'll be flying back to Pori in the next two days and start another chapter in there. Hopefully, no boys these time because the last time I went to Pori it was not anything I have planned for and it led me into what I am feeling right now...

I smirked thinking that I am going back again to Finland this time to get over from a certain guy again... Jezz! Finland do really is becoming my healing place from traumatic lovelife experiences.

I am not going to lie that right now, my heart is heavy from losing Jesperi. It has been months since I ended things with him and I swear that I absolutely want to get things straight to him and wanting to ask him back. However, part of me says that I should not because there might be some parts of me that wasn't healed yet. Also, based on how Jesperi ignored me last time? He for sure got tired of always adjusting on me, maybe...

I don't know!

That is why I need a breather, which is going back to Finland. Maybe giving myself some more time to gather courage to talk to Jesperi and address everything that have happened.

I am convinced that Jesperi didn't do anything bad, it was just all me with all these baggages and issues I am carrying and Jesperi doesn't deserve to deal with all that shit with me.

He's an amazing guy! I know he is.

"Oh shit!" I cursed stepping on the breaks seeing the traffic lights was red and I wasn't paying attention.

I heard few screams on the background and loud horn coming somewhere. Suddenly an incoming bright light covers up everything making me blinded and the next thing I knew...

I felt like I was thrown away while my body felt so much from the stabs of shattered glasses.

And everything...

Everything...

Everything went black....

Black.