I don't wanna fall in love again...

The Bride seeing

Madhav's POV

Sexual tension!! She just had sexual tension with me!! Sexual fucking tension!! Of course what else would it be!!

I am the fool here, I am the fucking dumb ass to fall for someone like her, who can't even get over the man who cheated on her!!

Love? You must be kidding Madhav!! It WAS sexual tension for you too which doesn't exist now. What I feel towards her now is rage, pure rage. If I ever see that woman again, I don't know what the hell will I do!! I am that mad at her, mad at myself for letting me slip off from my career.

For these stupid hormonal things I let myself down, I abandoned my work, my dreams, my lifestyle, all for that stupid woman!!

I deserve this!! That's what you get if you go after a girl Madhav, this is your lesson, learn from this. Woman equals drama. No more women in your life. God has given some for you in the form of mother, sisters, and niece, that's enough, they are giving enough love and torcher for you. Why invite one more and make your headache worse? No, not needed.

If ever needed it will never be her.  How will it be her, she is going to be the pain in the ass for some other dumb ass today. Today is her bride seeing, waah what a girl!! She loved him, kissed me, and now happily marrying someone else!!

Stop it!! Stop thinking about her, this is the 1000th paper you are throwing in the waste basket, stop thinking about her and concentrate on your journal, you are preparing this for two days without sleep, this is to forget her, and thinking about her while writing it won't help.

Yes, people, I lost my sleep, I lost my fucking mind because of that woman!! Fuck my life!!

Author's POV

Pooja was sitting in front of her mirror, wearing that yellow silk saree Madhav selected for her, she stared at her reflection and then at the hickey Madhav left on her neck, she had this weird feeling to protect it, she didn't want it to fade away. She traced it with her finger and a small smile appeared on her lips first time this morning. 

She couldn't sleep yesterday, and her eyes were tired and gloomy but she didn't do anything to hide it or to hide her hickey.

"Hey girl, you ready? They will be here in 10 minutes." Asked Pavan, Pooja's brother standing near the door.

She took a deep breath and turned around to face him. "Yeah..." She said smiling nervously.

"Your besti not coming?" He asked staring at her.

"I guess no," she said looking away. Pooja tried to call Drishya again to tell her about the bride seeing but she didn't attend the call. "She is still angry with me, I left her a message though."

Pavan approached Pooja and hugged her. "Do you want me to go kidnap her and bring her to you?" He asked playfully.

"Hahaha, no yaar, she will beat the shit out of you." Said Pooja laughing at her brother.

"Oh, she is crazy,"

"Yeah she is but I miss her. It's my fault and she deserves to be angry at me."

"It's ok babes she will come around."

"Playing big brother, Mr. Pavan?"

"Well, I am your big brother Miss Pooja?" Said Pavan showing his tongue.

"Only 3 minutes buddy, it doesn't count," said Pooja showing her tongue to her twin.

"What are you guys doing here? Pavan, didn't I tell you to call her? This is not the time to show siblings love, they are here, come downstairs both of you." Said their mother Revathy.