Who am I

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Justin p.o.v.

There she goes again thinking about herself, what about me? Does she even know how I feel being away from my family? Apparently not considering they accepted her as their own although it was just an act, to me it was real, to her it was all a show.

Let's go all the way to 2011 shall we, it was right after I met her annoying best friend Kate, the girl I so despise, the very girl that did every thing in her power to break us apart. At that point Selena was back and forth trying to figure out motives on how to make us look good infront of the camera for the paparazzi and whether she should leave me for a better to boost her fame up as Kate suggested cause "baby" was the most hated video online and according to Kate I wasn't good for Selena. That's not half of the story, you may use to look at me and Selena also known as "Jelena" and think we were Hollywood's cutest couple ever. Wrong. Behind closed doors it was hell. The arguments were heated, the lies got bigger and Scooter Braun my manager was in the middle of it all.

First incident was on the beach

Selena: Justy can you rub some sunscreen on my back? *looks at Justin under sunglasses*

Me: Do it yourself

Selena: Why are you being like this? *sits up*

Me: Its for the cameras right *pretends to read a magazine*

Selena: Enough with the stupid magazine *takes it out of Justin's hand*

Me: The fuck

Selena: *places the sunscreen in his hand* Rub me

Me: Rub yourself

Selena: Stop being a pathetic jerk

Me: Pathetic jerk? Really? You're the one throwing yourselves at guys

Selena: This isn't real

Me: But its real to me

Selena: Whatever

Me: Exactly you don't give two shits about this

Selena: Look its just not going to happen. Last time I check we made a deal

Me: Fuck the deal

Selena: I want this, I want the fame

Me: That's all that matters?

Selena: Yes

Scooter came over to us wearing jeans and a T shirt without a care in the world he was free. Everyone knew who Scooter Braun was, my manager or not, he was famous all over the world for taking in clients.

Scooter: How are you two doing over here?

Selena: Fine Scoot

Nothing but lies

Scooter: Perfect. Sel you won't mind if I steal your boyfriend away from you?

Boyfriend? I was just a waste to her, someone to use

Selena: Go ahead

With those two words in agreement Scooter whisked me away with a grin on his face

Scooter: How about hitting some waves?

Me: Uhm Scoot....

Scooter: I don't want to hear it, you deserve a break from the spotlight

Going close to shore with Scooter up ahead I looked back to see Selena at the same spot where we left her but she wasn't there instead she was on the other side of the beach being rubbed by a muscular guy. He obviously didn't care he was rubbing "the Selena Gomez" he could have even fucked her for all he cared but I was there and I was watching.

Second incident behind closed doors

Selena: *walks into my room yelling* WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?

Me: What are you talking about?

Selena: What are you doing with some other girl?

Me: You got it all wrong the girl is my friend

Selena: YOUR HAND WAS ON HER BUTT

Me: So what?

Selena: YOU'RE WITH ME

Me: Its for the cameras remember *smirks*

Selena: THIS ISN'T A GAME BIEBER

Me: I never said it was Gomez

Selena: I should have  known  better

Me: Uhm

Selena: I mean how can I not see it. You bring your sluts in here.....

Me: Sluts? I bring sluts?

Selena: You damn well do. I hear you across the hall asking them to scream "Daddy"

Me: You know what fuck off I would damn well fine without "Jelena" as a matter of fact you

Scooter: *comes up stairs* Guys please its getting too loud in here

Me: She's a bitch

Selena: He's a pervert

Scooter: SIT DOWN NOW!!! BOTH OF YOU

It was unlike us to ever disobey Scooter. Doing as he said I sat on my bed while Selena sat in a chair across the room. With the magazine pitched on the floor and Scooter facing us with arms crossed we were in fo a stern talking. Court is now in session

To be continued

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