Falling Doesn't Feel So Bad (Tartaglia x Reader)

Chapter 21

The following three days were filled with late night talks by the fire, walking around Mondstadt and evenings in Angel's Share tavern.

It was safe to say that Y/N was having a lot of fun on her little "break". Everything in Mondstadt felt fresh, new and exciting but she couldn't help feeling like she was missing something. It was a little after midnight on a Thursday evening. The tension between them had been building up throughout the week and so, Kaeya and Y/N found themselves slowly inching closer, so close in fact, that they could both feel the others breath. There was a moments hesitation before Kaeya pressed his lips to Y/N's.

He started the kiss started off gentle and delicate, almost as if he was afraid she would move away. Once Kaeya was fairly sure the girl wasn't going anywhere, he deepened the kiss, pulling Y/N onto his lap so she was straddling him. His hands found their way to her waist, moving her closer. She absent-mindedly grinded her hips down on the cavalry captains bulge, making his own roll up into her heat. Y/N let out a small whine, trying not to lose the battle their tongues were currently having before she completely let Kaeya take over. He moved his hips up again, desperately needing to hear that angelic sound from her lips.

'There it is.'

The two continued their heated make out session for another few minutes before neither of them could stand it anymore.

"Will we take this to the bedroom love?"

"Please..." Y/N breathed.

Kaeya stood up, wrapping Y/N's legs around his waist and walking towards his bedroom.

The man was so hard it almost hurt and Y/N was not helping his case with her endless grinding. He slammed his bedroom door open and kicked it shut, sitting Y/N down on his bed. Kaeya didn't waste a second, his nimble fingers found the waistband of her trousers and pulled them down, along with her panties.

Y/N felt her cheeks heat up slightly as she was exposed to the cool night air, she met Kaeya's eyes for a moment, as he searched her face for any form of unease or uncertainty, to his relief he found none.

He buried his face in her pussy, making Y/N gasp in shock, her hands immediately gripped the bedsheets, crumpling them beneath her grip. Kaeya slid in two fingers which made Y/N let out a moan. Wet sounds filled the room as he fingered her, slyly adding a third finger and sucking her clit into his mouth. This made Y/N's hands leave the bedsheets and grasp a handful of Kaeya's hair. Her hips humped up into his face, which only made Kaeya suck harder.

"I-I'm gonna cum- please.."

Kaeya added a fourth finger, Y/N went over the edge. She let the coil that had been twisting inside of her snap.

"Ajax.."

Both of them froze.

Y/N's face went red with mortification.

'That did not just happen. No way did I just do that.'

"Y/N..."

"I'm so sorry Kaeya. Archon's this is so embarrassing."

The cavalry captain just gave a melancholy smile. It hurt him but maybe now Y/N would finally see where her own feelings belonged.

"Y/N, why don't you go tell him how you feel? What's stopping you?" Kaeya asked softly, looking away respectfully as Y/N pulled her pants back on. The girl sighed, here it was, she couldn't worm her way out of this talk.

"He...he killed my parents. I- it's so wrong. We were childhood friends and one day he just left, but I can't just be with someone who killed my own parents right in front of me."

Kaeya processed all the information flying at him. Obviously he knew Tartaglia was a Harbinger, so it was no real surprise to hear that he killed people, but Y/N's parents? It was common knowledge however, that any Harbinger that failed their tasks risked harm coming to their families. Y/N knew this, so maybe it was the guilt of her being potentially happy with her parents murderer that was keeping her from giving in to how she really felt.

"Forget about your parents for a moment Y/N. What do you want? Do what makes you happy."

Her silence gave them both the answers.

"Go to him Y/N. He could still be in Mondstadt. If things don't go well you can always come back here, but there's a bigger chance it'll go well, I've seen how he looks at you. He's in love with you Y/N."

That one word rang in Y/N's head.

Love.

Was that what she had been feeling for him this whole time? She gave Kaeya a hug and a kiss on the cheek, thanking him profusely before grabbing her coat and dashing off like her life depended on it. She ran all the way to the inn she had been staying at a couple of days prior. The kind inn keeper was sitting at the reception desk. A soft smile graced his face as he saw the girl.

"Is the ginger man still staying here?" She frantically asked. The inn keeper nodded, "The same room that you were in Miss."

"Thank you so much."

Y/N bolted up the stairs and to the room she used to stay in. A nervous feeling all off a sudden hit her like a brick wall. What if he changed how he felt? Archons, what was she doing?

"No, I can do this. Stop thinking about everything else. Do what you want."

Y/N slammed open the door, ready to face her fears, except it wasn't just Tartaglia in the room.

There was a girl on her knees with her head between his legs. Childe's head was thrown back, his eyes squeeze shut.

A shaky breath left Y/N, alerting the other two of her presence. Her eyes met Tartaglia's ones. His blue hues widened in panic, she came back?

And saw this?

"Y/N please let me explai-"

:I'm so sorry, enjoy your night." She bowed, blinking back the tears furiously and shutting the door behind her.

"Thank you." She whispered to the inn keeper, on her way out, refusing to let him see her now tear stained face.

Y/N wandered down to the wooden dock just outside Mondstadt and sat down, looking out across the lake, silent sobs wracked her whole body.

'I don't even deserve to be happy.'