You were currently sparring with Plo Koon, who had become one of your closest friends. "What is on your mind Y/n?" Plo asked "I've been having visions... of pain, suffering, and death," you stated as the spar ended "the war is close to being over my young friend, a new era is upon us," he replied placing a hand on your shoulder. You nodded with a smile before walking out.
Time skip
You walked into your bedroom and found your girlfriends, including Riyo, sat on the bed. "Is everything okay?" you asked, getting their attention, "yeah... we've been talking about it and... we want to leave the order," Satele explained "are you sure that's a good idea?" you asked as you sat down "we are," Ashla said before kissing your cheek. You kissed her back and wrapped your arms around her. You slapped her ass and laid back. "We can't exactly all fit on this bed," Luminara commented as Barriss and Ahsoka laid on top of you "another reason to leave," Shaak commented "I can't leave, I'm the grandmaster" you argued. Ashla cuddled into your right and Aayla your left. Riyo kissed you and left.
Time skip
You woke up the next morning to find Shaak and Ahsoka had already gotten up. You got out of bed and got dressed and when you walked into the living room you found the two togruta in the kitchen talking. "Are you two okay?" you asked and they looked at you "not really," Ahsoka replied crossing her arms "what's wrong?" you asked embracing them both "well, for one, you spend hardly any time with us," Shaak replied. You sighed and kissed them both. "I have to work twice as hard at the moment because of the transition period. And I've been working day and night to try keeping the Republic stable, not to mention deal with the chaos in the outer rim," you argued "but I promise tomorrow I'll spend the day with all of you. Okay?" "you better," Ahsoka said before kissing you. "Master?" you pulled away from the other two and saw a shocked Cal in his doorway "Cal... how much did you see?" you nervously asked. "Most of it," he replied "are you going to tell anyone?" Ahsoka asked "no of course not, you all make my master happy, why would I ruin that?" Cal said with a smile, he came over and hugged you. "You've been like a father to me, thank you," he whispered as you hugged back "no need to thank me," you replied smiling. "Besides, I hear everything that goes on at night," he commented and your eyes widened "sorry about that..." Shaak said "it's fine, just keep Y/n happy and I don't care," he replied.
Time skip
As you were in a council meeting later that day the council got a transmission. You answered and Padme appeared. "Is something wrong Chancellor?" Mace asked "as a matter of fact, there is. I need you to go into the outer rim and deal with the Zygerrians," Padme explained "are you sure Chancellor? We have to focus on-" "Master Skywalker and Master Kenobi will go with Padawan Tano and their clone legions," you interrupted "any questions?" "Grandmaster Skywalker, is that a good idea?" Mundi asked "I take it this is about the slave empire they've managed to rebuilt?" you asked and Padme nodded "then yes. The fact you are making this a debate is disgusting," you growled "how you were allowed on the council in the first place is beyond me," "Y/n! That is out of line!" Mace snapped "I said what I said. We will help these people. As much as I wish I could go myself I can't," you stated. "Why are you so determined to do this?" Mundi asked "could you comprehend the life of a slave Master Mundi?" you asked sitting back "no," he replied "I can, because I was once a slave to the hutts. I was sold by the Zygerrians. You have never been either. Whilst Masters Skywalker and Kenobi are dealing with the Zygerrians. Master Windu and Master Plo, you two will go to Tatooine and it's neighbouring planets to free the slaves. Take the 104th. Master Mundi, you will go to the Toydarian system and do the same," you ordered. "Grandmaster Skywalker, we must focus on the state of the Republic," Mundi argued "and we will, once we have dealt with the slavery in the outer rim. Am I understood Master Mundi?" you replied with authority lining your tone. Despite being 17 you were highly respected in the order, and everyone understood and respected your authority, though of course a few had their moments. "Yes... Grandmaster," he said and sank into his chair.
As you were meditating in your meditation chamber Ahsoka walked in with an angered look on her face. "Ahsoka, what's wrong?" you asked "you said you would spend tomorrow with us. How can you do that when I'm off world?" she asked crossing her arms "and how do I explain to the council that you're to stay behind while Anakin and Obi-wan go on a mission without it being suspicious?" you asked. You saw confusion no her face. "I'm doing my best Ahsoka. I'm just having difficult balancing everything out. I have a responsibility to everyone, I can't focus all my energy on you anymore," you huffed "you could put forward a vote to change the rule on attachments, it would give you a reason to spend time with us. You can't lie to me in saying you haven't got a lot of influence," Ahsoka argued. "Let's say it did go my way. How does that look? Huh? The grandmaster has gotten a senator pregnant, and is dating eight other jedi. I'll look like a player and a womanizer! I can't have that," you replied "oh so it's about the politics?" she scoffed "Ahsoka, I have to think about the politics now. Before I wouldn't care less. I'm also the son of someone who almost conquered the galaxy. I have to keep that a secret. Most of the order doesn't even know, how do you think that would go down with the senate?" you argued "not to mention, I'm under 18. Most women I'm with aren't our age. It could land them in prison! Would you like to risk that just because you want to spend more time together?" "I'm sure they would agree to the risk!" Ahsoka replied "probably, but I'm not allowing that risk. Riyo is in danger of prison because she's carrying my child. You and Barriss would get off scotch free. But not them," you stated. "You have enough say in the politics in the Republic to the point where they wouldn't be in danger though!" she exclaimed "GOD DAMMIT AHSOKA I'M JUST 17! I'M SO KRIFFING STRESSED! I DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY TO DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW!" you snapped as tears started to stream down your cheeks "I HAVE TO NEGOTIATE DAY IN DAY OUT WITH THE SEPARATISTS, I HAVE TO DEAL WITH WHATEVER IS GOING ON WITH THE COUNCIL, I HAVE TO TEACH ALL THE YOUNGLINGS, TEACH MY OWN AND MOST PADAWANS! GIVE KNIGHTS AND MASTERS ADVICE WHEN THEY NEED IT! I'M WORRIED ABOUT IF I'M GOING TO BE A GOOD FATHER! I CAN'T FUCKING HANDLE IT!" you saw a shocked look on her face "WHO DO I GO TO?! HUH?! I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO BECAUSE WHO COULD POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND HOW FEEL?! I CAN'T GO TO MASTER YODA ANYMORE! I HAVE NO MASTER TO ASK FOR ADVICE! I JUST WANT THE CHANCE TO BE A KID LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!" as you ranted the window shattered from what was basically a shockwave of anger. You never wanted to snap, but who could blame you? Yoda would have likely struggled even with his almost 900 years of experience. You had been a master a few months. "Help. I feel so boxed in. I can't handle it anymore," you begged. Ahsoka hugged you and you started to cry into her shoulder. "It's okay, I'm here, I'm here," she gently whispered as you hugged back "I never even had the choice on being grandmaster," you whispered "I've never had a choice," as Ahsoka gently rubbed your back "come on, let's get you some sleep. Would you like some hot cocoa?" Ahsoka asked "yes please," you weakly whispered. You stood up and, with your cloak covering your face and body, Ahsoka held your hand and took you to your quarters.
You laid in bed naked with Ahsoka. The hot drink she made you on the bedside table, and, while she had to leave the following day, you enjoyed the time you had with her. Ahsoka played with your hair as it rested on her bare chest. "I love you," you whispered as she passed you the drink "I love you too," Ahsoka replied as you drank. A bit of whipped cream getting on your growing beard. Ahsoka chuckled a little and wiped it away. She leant in and gently kissed you before putting the, now empty, mug to the side and you fell asleep in her arms.
