Love and Pain

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"How you feeling, you've been pretty quiet since we left the shelter" Fatima asked Zac with disquietude. Fully aware that he mourned a sister that was in fact still very much alive.

"I'm Aight I guess, a little confused to be honest.... I'm not sure baby" Zac spoke as he dropped his head and sat on the couch in her room. As he lets out a sigh. Fatima can't tell if it's a sigh of relief or stress, determined to figure it out she sits next to him rubbing hi back and resting her head on his shoulder. "You wanna talk about it? Or just sit here? Whatever you choose I'm not leaving your side?" Looking at her tenderly he wraps his arms around her and leaned back. Getting comfortable in his embrace she stayed quiet until he spoke. "I'm just going back and forth over how I feel about bricks. Part of me is relieved I don't have to kill him to avenge my sister. But it doesn't negate the fact this nigga sent my bestfriend to kill me and beat my sister half to death in front of my nephew; his own son" solemnly. Fatima sat mute listening allowing him to vent and sort through his feelings until he asked her opinion. Then and only then would she speak. "I just don't know what to do, don't get me wrong seeing her breathing and walking and my nephew made my Christmas all the more better but it's a lot to deal with at once" he stared into the air reliving all the moments Bricks caused him pain. "I just don't know babe I have so much pain in me he has caused, what you feeling I should do?" Sitting up and looking at him surveying his disposition to determine how exactly to say what she was about to say then finally speaking. "I think you should first deal with your sister before making a decision on Bricks, I'm not saying that to protect him from whatever hell you're gonna release on him. But because part of your hatred stems from what he did to her. I think you should understand why she betrayed you for him and go from there" unsure of how that resonated to Zac she sat uneasy. He didn't speak he just blankly stared at Fatima not showing any emotion. "Look I'm just saying in order to make a clear decision that won't land you in jail away from".... Placing his finger on her lips saying sssshhh he cut her off. " I get what you saying baby and thank you, I'm not mad but I do need to figure this shit out so I don't make a dumb decision that results in me being away from you Troy Keisha and my nephew. I get it" Pleased by his response she hugged him "Jist so we're clear Zac I am not a fan of Bricks or his shit either especially beating women, that's a new low even after he killed his own brother. I'm just not for anybody playing God even though I know in the life that you and my father live it comes with the territory I will always vote against it unless it's absolutely necessary. I'm just not sure if it is yet; he's shown these signs since we were young. Let's cross that bridge when we get there" "I love you Tima in a different Tima and place I woulda killed both y'all" he laughed "Then yoooouuuuu woulda had to deal wit Big Chris" poking him in the nose mimicking how Zac says it. "You right but this nigga still getting dealt with for sending Von at me" Rolling her eyes "whatever babe" knowing his mind was made up even though it pained her to hear. It's not going to change how I feel about him but it's going to change us I don't want him to hate himself  because it will hurt me and I don't want to resent him for his choice. Bricks caused unnecessary trauma in Zac's life and mine taking Damon why am I feeling this way? Why do I care when he'd kill me if he saw fit. Fatima started to realize this was just ask hard on her as well

"Let's drop that this and get some sleep, i know how to kill Bricks while allowing him to still breathe" Zac said with a sinister grin. Unsure of what to think Fatima asked suspiciously "what are you gonna do?" "I have his entire life, his parents his siblings and the family he created but ruined. He'll kill himself with guilt before I ever have to" Once Zac got news that his sister was dead he put some of his old contacts to get her information on Bricks getting taped confessions of multiple murders and him conducting business trafficking drugs and fire arms. This was the best way to deal with him putting him away the way he tried to do him, and keep his relationship with Fatima in tact. They shared the same love and loyalty to their siblings no matter what pain they put them through. It was a constant battle between which held more weight the Love or the pain. He refused to lose her. The quickest way to gettin justice for what Bricks did to was kill him. The longer he contemplated the most satisfactory way was to take away everything he felt he needed. So Zac put his plan into motion.

"So you wanna sleep or you wanna put me to sleep?" Fatima asked undressing headed towards the bathroom. Knowing exactly what they both he needed, he did speak he stood and followed her undressing as well.

"Mmmmmmmm shit Zac that's my spot" Fatima moan over the sounds of water hitting the shower floor and Zac's balls slapping against her ass. "This what you wanted so shut up and take it"  caught up in his rapture she threw her ass back in perfect rhythm. Placing her hands against the shower wall to have better control, he picked up her right leg and began to drill her pussy. "Daddy shit ddaammm fuck this pussy" "what's my name" he said hitting her harder and harder. "Daaaa-aaaadddyyy fffffuuuuu-uuuucccckk"  "who pussy is it?" Zac asked slapping her ass long stroking watching in pleasure as the water bounce of her ass "iitttss yoo... ittsss yoooouurrsss baby it's all yours." Fatima struggled trying to handle the strokes he delivered. "Fuuck Tima I'm finna bust" completely lost in pleasure as their bodies smashed into eachother she looked into his eyes "fill me up daddy, give it all to me" unable to contain himself  he emptied everything he had  inside Fatima "shit Fatima damn" he said out of breath.

Down the hall Zay laid comfortable sound asleep. Keisha laid awake in bed wondering how she had come to be in the family house of her abuser. Scared yet optimistic about zay not having to grow up without a family but hoping they were better than hers she just stared off. She felt comfort in knowing that Zac was there and she knew he wouldn't let anything happen to her or her son. Saddens struck her at the thought of how horrible she had been to him decided to devote her life to being a better sister and rebuilding their relationship.

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