ch 10| Monday Mood

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I woke up and blinked my eyes a couple of times, trying to collect myself. I glanced at the clock-it was still 6.30- then I stretched my body while laying still on my bed, then finally sat up straight about five seconds later. I was zoning out for a while then I dragged myself out of the bed and walked towards the bathroom. Perhaps a little cold shower could boost my mood as mine was always down at the beginning of the week.

After a good fifteen minutes, I finished showering. Then I went straight to my wardrobe and grabbed A plain white v-neck t-shirt and brown pants for my today's outfit. I decided to make it a little bit casual since there wouldn't be a formal meeting with our clients, but then I grabbed my black blazer to make it less casual. Just in case I'd have a sudden meeting with one of our clients. Then I glided myself to the kitchen and made a cup of coffee and set a loaf of bread into the toaster. Ever since I moved to Seoul, I rarely had a heavy breakfast to start my day. In the beginning, I was simply too lazy to prepare my own breakfast like mom did but as time went by having a simple breakfast became my morning habit. I took my phone and saw a notification.

9 messages from Little J

Should I change his name on my contact list? I asked myself. I snorted while imagining him nagging over his contact name. Then I tapped the notification and read the message right away.

Little J

|Hey princess, I just finished my stuff
|at the studio. I'm heading home now
|😚😚
02.30 AM
|I'm home, princess.
03.00 AM
|It feels so empty
|here, I wish u're here..
03.00 AM
|Miss u already🥺
03.00 AM
|Ughh so tired but my eyes won't shut
03.15 AM
|How I wish u're here with me🥺
03.15 AM
|Princess, call me when u're awake,
|ok? Miss u so..
04.00 AM
|I'm going to bed now💋

00 AM|I'm going to bed now💋

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04.00 AM

Ah my baby boy. How am I supposed to call you when you only get a little time to rest, you even look so tired in that picture. I said to myself as I bit my plain toast. I smiled ear to ear imagining himself complaining here and there about him being so sleepy and tired but couldn't shut his eyes down. Suddenly I felt warmth creeping inside my heart.

I miss you too, baby. I talked to myself again. Perhaps this was the reason why I didn't want to have a relationship; once I was in, I would get more and more clingy. Even I sometimes got so annoyingly demanding. Well, that's what my ex said when he broke up with me. I sighed, but then I tried to ignore my thought.

Jimin is different to him. I convinced myself. He won't hurt you they way he did to you before.

After finishing my light breakfast, I put my phone inside my handbag. I was about to grab my car key but suddenly I hesitated, remembering the traffic usually went crazy on monday. So I decided to take the bus instead. I slipped my feet onto my black kitten heels and rushed towards the elevator. It takes about a 5-minute walk from the building I live in to the nearest bus stop. As I got to the bus stop, I took my phone and earbuds out from my handbag, plugged the earbuds on both of my ears and started listening to a random playlist on my phone. Then I typed some messages to Jimin.

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