REFLECTION
Carl's POV
Nakausap ko na si Yz, hindi ko naman intention na makasakit and mag bigay ng false hopes
I don't even have any idea na ganun na pala yung feelings nya... It was my fault aminado naman ako don... I was still thinking kung paano sana makakabawi until...
" Valedict come on let's take a photo sa stage " pagtawag sakin ni Pot
We are going to different universities... walang mag kakasama sa aming mag kaka batch, si Yz I don't know kung saan sya, hindi ko matanong kasi sobrang nahihiya ako sobrang bait at gaan ng loob ko sa kanya, I don't even know, even me hindi sure sa sarili ko and that is toxic... may mga bagay talaga na ma eexperience natin for a lesson, and I learned that if next time I'll meet someone I'll make sure about my feelings to avoid confusions and hurt. Mas mahalaga na mas maintindihan ko muna yung sarili ko bago ako mag pahalaga sa iba, We are still friends but not like before... nag ka gap na and that is something na baka habang buhay ko pag sisihan loosing a friend and not just a friend but Im considering her special friend... for a stupid unsure feelings of mine.
"Carl let's go" muling tawag nila sakin... and nasa kabilang dulo si Yz, pasimple lang akong sumilip when she smiled at me, that smile, and it is not the same as before... But Im still hoping if we bumped into each other next time, Ill see again her genuine smile. So stupid of you Carl...
Alright maybe next time... I will never loose a special friend,
College here I come!!!!
and I will continue to pray for your happines Yz.
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BINABASA MO ANG
Significance of Selflove
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