𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐞

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 1

IM A FIRST TIME WRITER SO NOT TO MUCH ON ME PLS!!!!

MY SPELLING IS ASS, SO BEWARE OF THAT

𝐍𝐲𝐥𝐚 𝐀𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐒𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐡
𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢,𝐟𝐥

𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 1st, 2022

"Nani come help me with these boxes" Momma shouted from outside

I walked through the front door and out by her car.

"Mommy do we have to leave" I sighed putting the rest of the boxes in her trunk

"Yes Nyla, I think it's time for a fresh start" she smiled shutting the trunk.

"Did you get all your things" she asked me as I nodded.

"Let's get going then" she said grabbing her purse and getting in the car

I looked back at the house one more time before getting in the car as well.

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My mom viewed moving away as an opportunity to start a new life. But as someone with severe anxiety, I view this as a way for me to go crazy.

Meeting and interfering with new people is definitely not my thing.

Growing up it was hard for me to make friends. My only friend was my mom and my cousin Destiny.

Our whole family was down here and yet my mom still wanted to move. Well my dads side of the family to be exact.

My mom was never really to fond of them

I laid my head on the window as Love Yourz by J cole played throughout the car.

"No such thing as a life thats better than yours" I mumbled along to the lyrics

"I know your scared Nani but I promise you'll love it down here" she smiled trying to reassure me

"But Mommy, all the crackheads live down there" I pouted making her laugh

"Girl please, Florida is not that crazy" she waved me off. "Your dad would've popped you in the mouth for that" she chuckled

"I bet you if he was here you'd love Florida" she slightly smiled

"Ehh maybe" I chuckled.

My dad sadly passed away when I was in 8th grade. It took a huge toll on my life. Having to live the rest of my life without him sucks.

Its safe to say that Im definitely a daddy's girl. I was way closer with him than my mom. We would bump heads all the time and I would always run to my dad for help

Once he left It felt like I had no one who really understood me. Everyone said I looked and act just like him. Im his 'mini me' as he would say.

I had 2 siblings but they were way older than me and never really came around after he died. I always asked why but I never received an answer.