The bell rings and I decide to go to Ms. Kelly's office before lunch. I walk down the halls, listening to my Walkman. I look over as I see a boy making out with a girl. I sigh, seeing his letterman jacket and blonde curly hair. I turn the corner to see Chrissy Cunningham walking out of Ms. Kelly's office.
I walk into Ms. Kelly's office and close the door behind me. I sit down and start to bounce my leg up and down and fidget with my headphone wire. Ms. Kelly waves her hands and points to her ears. I quickly pause my music and take off my headphones.
"Sorry." I say quietly. She looks through some papers as I continue to fidget with my headphone wire. "A C in English and a C- in Spanish." She says and I stare at her. "Yeah." I say awkwardly. "Well, that's not normal for you." She says as she crosses her arms on her desk. "If you say so." I say with a shrug as I look down.
"How's your step-mom and Max holding up?" She asks. "They're fine. I mean, they hate our new place, which, like yeah, it's terrible but they're fine." I explain. "Is your step-mom still drinking?" She asks, and I shift uncomfortably in my seat. "Like, yeah, a little but, well she's working two jobs, so it's not easy." I say. "Well, it must not be easy for you either with your dad gone." She says and I clench my fists at the thought of my abusive father. "It's kinda better, honestly." I say with a shrug. "Better how?" She asks and I get uncomfortable again. "He was an abusive asshole so there's less of that." I say and look down again.
"Are you sleeping better?" She then asks trying to change the subject. "Yeah, fine." I say with a shake of my head. "So, no more headaches?" She asks. I shake my head again and look out the window. "Nightmares?" She asks and I think about the nightmares I've had recently about Billy's death. "Nope." I say after several seconds of silence.
Ms. Kelly sighs and I look out the window again. "Bella." She says and I look over at her. "What you've been through, what you're still going through, it's a lot for anyone and it's okay to not be okay but I can only help you if you're truthfull, if you open up to me." She says and I continue to fidget with my headphone wire. "Yeah, I know. I'm being open." I say as I stumble over my words. She tilts her head to the side and sighs. "I'm being open." I say defensively.
I get my backpack and leave Ms. Kelly's office. "Bell, hey, you okay?" Corey asks. "Yeah, Ms. Kelly just wanted to talk to me." I say with a shrug. "Can we just meet up at lunch?" I ask her as I walk down the hallway to the girls bathroom. "Yeah, sure." Corey says with a nod. "See you later." I say as I open the door to the bathroom. "Bye." She says and walks away.
I grab onto the sink and try to get my breathing back to normal. I look at myself in the mirror and quickly take off my backpack and grab a bottle of Tylenol out of it. I take a pill and put the bottle back in my backpack. I hear someone throwing up and I turn around.
"Hey, are you alright?" I ask. "Ye-yes I'm-I'm fine." Chrissy responds. "Okay, um, are you sure?" I ask as I walk towards the stall. "Please just go away." She says quietly. I nod to myself and walk out of the bathroom.
I walk into the lunch room and sigh as I see Eddie on top of a table, making a face at Jason. He jumps down and scares one of the teachers. "After you, Hargrove." Eddie says with a smile as he holds his arm out for me to pass. I shake my head and give him a small smile. I walk past him and get some food. I walk up to the table Corey, Robin, and Max are sitting at. I give them a small smile which they return. I sit down and quickly eat my food.
The bell rings and I get up to go to my last class. Last period goes by pretty fast and school lets out. I walk outside towards the busses, but Dustin and Mike stop me. "Hey Bella, do you want to sub for Lucas tonight at Hellfire?" Dustin asks. "You two know I don't play DND." I say and they sigh. "Please Bella, we're desperate." Mike begs. "Sorry boys." I say with a shrug and walk past them.
"Henderson, let's go!" I hear Steve yell from his car. I turn around and look at him. Steve looks at me and I continue to walk away. "Bells, Bella hey." Steve says as he gets out of his car and runs up to me. "Hey Steve." I say as I turn around to look at him. "Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to come to the game tonight with me?" He asks and I sigh. "As friends, of course." He adds. "I can't. I have to watch Max." I say, trying to come up with an excuse. "Oh, okay, but we should hang out some other time." He says and I look over at the busses. "Yeah, totally, I gotta go." I say. "Oh yeah, sure." He says and I begin to walk away. "Bye, Steve." I say. "By-bye." He stutters and I smile.
I get on the bus right as the doors begin to close. I sigh in relief and walk to my normal seat. Max gives me a questioning look and I roll my eyes and put on my headphones and look out the window as we ride back to the trailer park.
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In The Stars / Steve Harrington 3
Fiksi PenggemarSPOILERS FOR STRANGER THINGS SEASON 4!!!! . . After the events that happend over the summer Bella hasn't been doing great. The loss of Billy and her break up with Steve have affected her very negatively. And the emergence of another monster from the...