My Unwritten Piece

You know what?

You know what, to be honest, I have a crush on someone. He lives in Canada and he is really a nice person. Often, I wonder how's he doing or has he been chatting random girls? Not to be jealous, but I hate to thought like that. I like him. Liking him however does not compromise my relationship with God. I remembered the time I knew I was falling in love, I took my prayer notebook and prayed for him. I prayed that our connection will be God-centered and whatever His will is, either it will be a story of love, or sacrifice, I will respectfully accept it. Am I cringe? lol. We have been talking for so long. I met him when I was on my downfall! He just appeared and asked me "How are you?" I replied; "Oh, thank You, Lord! Thank You for letting someone ask how am I right now." We've been friend ever since and to make it clear, we only got to know each other in this app, in this app we called Wattpad. Often, God spoke through him so I could indicate His will and keep me away from distractions. Oh! He always tell me not to worry about anything, even him, but to focus on God! How I wish I could see his face every time he told me that! You might say, It's impossible because I live in Philippines and he's so so so far from me. But that does not stop me from liking him. In addition, there are times I admire boys here and have crush on them too. But, I felt more safe when I like him. I can feel God wants me to like him than those boys though. Well, His will. I don't know what he's doing right now but I pray his faith will never be tainted and we will soon meet each other, face to face—by God's will.