My Unwritten Piece

Hi, it's me again

Hi, it's me again. How are you? I'm here to send you a message you might be needing right now. Because if you do, well, we're same. I need this message that I'm going to write too.

You know, everything seems so hard for me. I have this long list of assignments, severing illness, increasing anxiety and consuming jealousy. Everything is making me chaotic. Everything is so hard to handle. Have you ever felt to lose someone you need to talk to? And been pulled down by your own defeats? That's what I'm feeling right now. I feel like a complete mess and I just don't know what to do first. I tried to read the Bible but I'm too tired and my head aches, so instead of not doing anything and letting be consumed by these trials, I am writing this. I am here. I just want to feel better right now. Because all I want is to breathe again and run away from these chains. I feel like this will never gonna change. But I may be in a storm, but the storm will never have a chance to get inside me. I have a Jesus inside me. And greater is He who is in me, that he who is in the world. I already won. I already am released and freed. This is not my own strength. This is not my faith. This is not my power. It is His. Forever His. That's why when I want to give up last night, He still woke me up. That's why when I knelt weak, I stood up strong. Because it is always Him. He won the battle for me and He will forever reign in my life. He keeps me. He loves me. He will deliver me and He will give me the happy ending in my story. It may not be right now but I can make every single pain, weaknesses, fears be my way to that. I just know this time that this is not the end. This doesn't stop here. God doesn't stop here. I will conquer. I will rejoice. I will worship. Because God won the battle for me. There is no more to fear and to lose.

Now, may we remember this, darling. :)