The Mafia's Favorite Obsession

𝐤𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝟔: 𝑾𝒆 𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒅𝒆

Calista Luna's POV
(Author's Note: Throwback Part 2.)

Ang dami ng nangyare sa buhay ko na ayaw ko ng balikan pa sana, mga pangyayare, mga kaibigan at mismong pagkatao ko na kinalimutan ko na ng matagal na panahon. Dahil aaminin ko hindi ako mabuting tao o malinis na tao noon, I changed my self because of my mom at hanggang ngayon ay pinipilit ko pa rin na talikuran ang masamang version ng pagkatao ko noon, pero hindi ko maikakaila na minsan din akong sumaya sa maling ako ng matagal na panahon noon. At lahat ng 'yon ay nagsimula noong... 

While walking I caught a glimpse of the coffee shop I passed, I went in there and ordered the coffee that calmed me down, the caramelo coffee. I sat down immediately after I ordered and I just looked at the reflection of my face in the mirror, it wasn't you, I changed a lot from what that man did.

His courage to deceive me, I did everything but why did he give in return like this? I slowly sipped the coffee I bought, that man in bridge before was right, I shouldn't waste my life on the wrong person. I deserve much better, I immediately took my cellphone and I thought it was just that man's message, pero hindi. It was my ex, saan kaya siya kumukuha ng lakas ng loob at kapal ng mukha para magparamdan pa sa akin?

"Babe where are you?" 

"Babe, I'm worried, where are you?"

"I love you, Babe."

Sunod-sunod na message niya sa akin ng walang kwenta kong ex boyfriend. I want to laugh at the messages of this idiot, I immediately sent him the photos I took earlier while he was hugging his woman, his face was too thick to fool me after I did everything for him.

Babe, I'm sorry but I don't need a cheater in my life. Where did I go wrong? Is it because I can't give you what you want so you just look for someone else? Then you deserve that. But you don't deserve me.

After I sent him those words, then the photos of him with his woman followed. They are so shameless, I will fix myself for the right person. Not for the wrong person! When I finished my coffee, I left the coffee shop and maybe I'll just go home first, I want to rest. Gusto kong ipahinga ang sarili ko dahil sobrang pagod na ako.

Mabilis akong nakarating sa bahay ko, and when I got home, I went straight to my room and lay down. Fuck! Ano bang kulang sa akin? Bakit ba ganito? Bakit ganito na lang lagi yung balik sa akin? 

I looked at myself in the mirror and removed the dress I was wearing. I'm sexy, I'm beautiful but why? Why is it like this? If you don't like me, it's okay but you'll regret what you did to me. I picked up my laptop and opened it, yes I was just naked while in my room. There was no one else so it was okay, I fiddled with my laptop and went to a site.

It's a dark site, yes.

I'm virgin but I'm wild. Why did I even think of committing suicide before when no one has even tasted my body? I took my mask and immediately put it on, I quickly opened the camera and I immediately saw a man masterbating in front of me. He can only see my chest but he seems to be going crazy, yes this is one of my jobs especially now. Maybe I'm just having fun but I am afraid of commitment.

Yes and this is my Dark Secret.

I stood up slightly so that he could see my breast better and it seems that the man you are calling me now wants to enter the computer. He immediately sent me $500 which made me smile. In return I touched my breast while squeezing it and biting my lip. I saw him masterbate quickly and when I saw he was about to come out I turned off the computer. Tsk! My work is done, he only paid $500 and that's not enough for me.