That night I couldn't sleep, I already figured Miriam was dead but the thought didn't fully sink in until now.
She's been with me since I was born, I cover my mouth to attempt to silence my cries. I don't wanna wake up Serene. God I'm so stupid, why did I have to drag her into this?
Probably because I'm pathetic, and weak. That's what father told me along with many other things.
I removed my hand from my mouth once my tears dried up, I'm definitely not going to sleep anytime soon.
I should at least try to relax, I sit up in and with my legs criss crossed. I try to imagine a beautiful pond, that was clear as day. The pond was lotus flowers floating in it, with a soft melody coming from who knows where.
I picture myself swimming in the pond without clothes, and without scars. I'm alone, all alone. Perfect.
The grass around the pond is a light green, with maybe four trees that have shiny red apples hanging from them.
I guess I found my escape, a happy place that I can go to. One without any violence, one without Victoria.
Sorry such a short update, I'm currently having writers block. I will try to come up a good chapter some time soon, have a good day!
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HorrorI watch as she pulled his head back and slit is throat, the blood spewed out. I felt like I was about to vomit, Victoria had a wide, frightening smile on her face. After he finally took his last breathe she threw his head down. "See now he can't hu...
