Why?

Chapter 1 (Willows POV)

I was used as an object, something that could be used and played with, I hated this place called "home" there weren't any good people there all they would do is talk to you and take tests.

 I had a name but the men didn't call me by that, I was called 81194. I hated this place, cells, tests, death, and powers. 

My powers were strong, but not that strong I wanted to burn the whole place down, the men said we needed to make "friends" but the only "friends" I made were me, myself, and I.

It was 3:30 in the morning, the morning test hurt like crazy. But I've dealt with it for my entire life so it didn't hurt so much 

I was getting dressed when I heard the alarm go off, 'strange' I thought. Everyone got out of their rooms and stood at their door, the man we called sir  came and took us to the "playroom." 

I think it's a death room...

It was my turn for the daily test. I hated doing the test it was so painful to others, but I had to do something different. I had to see one of my old memories. I hated it. The last time I did that, I saw myself being killed... 

By a person, but really wasn't a person... But I didn't know who it was, but the person was a girl

I was done with my test and waited in the playroom and I heard terrible screams, and I mean blood curdling screams. My head started to pound and I felt dizzy, than everything went black...

I was in the test room wrapped up in a chair when I woke, I wanted to yell and scream but I couldn't. "Awake princess?" The man said, it was sir.. He always wanted to know how I could use my powers. I was gonna say something but then I heard the screams all over again...

I then saw blood on the walls, bleeding through the second floor, my head starts to have this pounding pain, then the locks on me get unlocked and I can run free. I ran as fast as I could, as a 17 year old I can run pretty fast, but there was this girl who could out run a thousand swords if she wanted to... Then I saw her just running for her live...

Covered in blood with her nightgown, she must of been the person who killed all of those people back at the lab. I started to run towards her, trying not to fall off of the rooftop. I saw her and then I ran into a mutant turtle? That's when I stopped dozing off, "Willow! Aren't you listening?!" Mikey yelled, "MIKEY!! YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG!!" I yelled "NO I'M NOT!" He yelled back. 

I was about to punch him but I just walked out of the kitchen, I saw Leo and Raph. "Morning Willow" Leo smiled, I maybe pissed off at Mikey but that doesn't mean I should to them to. I faked smiled back and went into Donnie's lab. "I'M NOT DONE WITH THE FOOD YET WILLOW!!" I could hear Mikey and Leo screaming, but I didn't care.

Since Phoenix was gone out of my life, Donnie has been my therapist for a while. We were probably talking for about an hour before I brought up Phoenix... I wanted to stop talking but I couldn't, my lips just kept talking about our favorite person in the whole world... 

That's when I grabbed Donnie's hand and put my hand atop of his and grabbed a razor blade and sliced my hand... 'Why did I do that?!' I thought, I looked down at the blood dripping down onto Donnie's hand. I move my hand quickly and grabbed the med kit.

"What was that for?!" Donnie yelled, "I-I-don't know..." I tried to speak but then I heard screams of joy...

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