An ancient, dead flame within me
Burns with the smallest flicker again.
It's almost blown out by the noise around it,
But somehow still, it is alight.
This is a familiar heat, a quiet warmth
That I grew up with.
One that never really went away,
I could never bury his fire pit.
And every time I think of it now,
I feel a strange taste in my mouth.
Nothing like I've ever eaten.
When I look up at the stars, though,
I know exactly what I'm feeling,
And why this fire never seems to go out.
We lit this fire together,
Why would I ever want it to?And yet I cannot have you.
You've been burning for someone else
For too many years to count.
And you cannot have me
For I have too many forest fires to tend to.
I hope you stay alight,
in the smoldering spot you've always had within me.
I hope you don't fade out too soon.E.
YOU ARE READING
Yours Truly, Mooncalf
PoetryThis is a personal documentation through poetry. I am learning to look inward now, give myself love when I least want to. I do not live to love others, I live to love myself. I will find and create what is enough for me, and you will learn to let it...