Parts of you will always fear their godly return.
And once they are again embedded,
You will then fear
Their ungodly absence.
Your vision is not as compromised as theirs,
They have always had a hard time seeing
The ground beneath their feet.
The footsteps they leave behind,
You trace perfectly.
And the footsteps they plan to make
Can only draw you forwards with them.
And still, with every inch of your skin,
You feel them fall backwards into the old habit
Of loving you.
And you wish you could apologize for monopolizing
The universe in their stomach,
But it's yours.
And you'll take that blame every time.E.
YOU ARE READING
Yours Truly, Mooncalf
PoetryThis is a personal documentation through poetry. I am learning to look inward now, give myself love when I least want to. I do not live to love others, I live to love myself. I will find and create what is enough for me, and you will learn to let it...