15 year old Aria Harris grew up living with her drug-addict mother and her alcoholic boyfriend. However with her mom dying at Aria's young age, she soon gets put into an extremely abusive foster home.
What happens when her abusive foster father get...
I stay awake all night, with not even a minutes worth of sleep I look at my phone and see the clock reads 5:00am. Deciding that the time has finally came, I get out of bed and decide to get ready.
I take a quick shower, only washing my body then I do everything I need for my wounds. Nothings looking better, if anything it's looking worse and infected.
Afterwards I pick out an outfit. I choose black on black, it seems fitting. I feel nothing, it's almost like I'm numb. All of the pain and suffering that once controlled my life is now gone. But the thing is, it's not replaced by happiness or anything really. It's replaces by nothingness. Which is almost worst. I feel empty. I look empty
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As I look in the mirror, my eyes hold a void, it's like there's nothing inside of me. All I am is a walking soul. Nothing else. Along with my dull eyes comes the dark eye circles. I look like death. And with not eating in so long my face looks hallow like a skull. It's almost as if I'm getting thinner. Which I can't tel if that's a good thing or a bad thing. On one hand, I feel fat and I know I'm fat, so it feels good knowing I'm getting into shape more. But on the other hand, I know deep down in all bones. I look sick. It's almost as if I've been getting less nutrition than ever.
When I lived with John, I would eat once every few weeks, but I kept it down which was good, but here, I'm eating a bunch and throwing up until I'm just gagging. I feel tired and exhausted. It feels more stressful living with seven bulky, terrifying men, not knowing when they could snap any moment, rather than living with a constantly abusive man. I just want everything to end. I hope it comes rather quickly.
Gathering my thoughts, I skip on makeup as most of my face bruises are barely noticeable now and I feel no need to pretend. I also skip on brushing my hair and decide to only brush my teeth. Once I'm down I grab my phone off my table and decide to head into the library.
I open my door and start to head downstairs. As I defend down the stairs I keep my head down on the floor ahead of me, but come to a stop as I see multiple pairs of feet by what I think is the front door.
I slowly look up with the same dull expression and see all of my brothers including their friends standing there.
Axel gasps as he sees my face, he comes strolling towards me to cup my face, but my stupid ass can't help but flinch at his touch.
"Did you not get any sleep?" He asks rather dramatically.
"A lil" I whisper
"Baby, next time if you can't sleep, come find me ok?" Ace says coming forwards. I simply nod my head knowing I would never have the guts to do that.
I look at my my brothers friends as they're just standing there and I happen to make eye contact with Felix which was a bad idea. There's something about Felix that I just don't understand, while at the same time, completely understand. He looks at me which a knowing look which terrifies me and I can tell he's watching and analyzing my every move.
