Murderous Desire {Dust x Reader}

Killer's Messy Past

Trigger warning: Self harm and suggestive themes

~(Y/N)'s POV~

I groaned and woke up, feeling an odd sensation on my legs. I looked down and saw Killer rubbing his face on my thighs. "K-Killer?!" Dust woke up and summoned bones around Killer, who squeaked. "H-Hey, calm down! I was j-just cold!" Dust growled and kicked him in the face. "GET OFF OF THEM!" Killer whined and teleported into the corner of the room. I noticed his face was bleeding. I went to get up, but Dust's arms were wrapped around my waist.

I sighed and felt him tug me gently, his face almost buried in my neck. "W-Wait, don't...don't go, (Y/N)...please..?" I smiled slightly and leaned into his chest, which seemed to make him content. His skull pressed into the nape of my neck as he muttered to himself, adjusting his grip to hold me closer. Killer whined from his place across the room. "Killer, c'mere. Let me see your face." He looked shocked, but smiled and knelt by me. I wiped the blood from a cut he had just under his mouth. 

His face turned a light red and he smiled, leaning into the touch. "Stop touching him...he probably has rabies..." Killer seemed genuinely hurt, so much I elbowed Dust in the stomach. "Ow..?" I smiled and pulled the blankets back. "Come on, Killer. You said you were cold, right?" Killer's face lit up and he got in, his back to me. I wrapped my arms around him, making Dust groan a bit. "I don't like this..." "Well if you hate it so much, why don't I just tell Horror?"

Dust sighed and I did as well, holding Killer closer. A knock at the door caused both the skeletons to flinch, but it was only Cross. Dust relaxed, but Killer seemed scared. "There you are, Killer! I-I got...worried..." Killer let out a sigh and got up, fixing the covers. He walked over to Cross where they had a quiet conversation that ended with Cross guiding Killer out by holding his shoulder. I turned a bit and saw Dust looking up at me. "You're hard." Dust's face exploded into a purple mess, that ended in him scootching away.

 I rolled over to face him and giggled. And I mean giggled, like a kid at Christmas (that's...a saying, right?). "You're adorable when you're embarrassed, Dust. But..." Dust looked up at me, shaking a bit. "There's no need to be. It's normal to be hard when you wake up." Dust smiled slightly and I snickered, pulling him back over so I could cuddle into his chest. I made sure to avoid his erection so I didn't get him all riled up. I was NOT  going to find out about skeleton sex (not yet...*wink*). 

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I continued reading, hearing shuffling behind me. I turned and watched something...well, something gay. Nightmare had Error pushed up against bookshelves and was kissing him passionately. I tried to turn around and ignore it, but the moaning and grunting was starting to make me  feel embarrassed. I decided to stay quiet, that was until they started dirty talking... "You're so beautiful, you know that? Your hands alone make my SOUL long for you." "S-Sƚσρ ʂαყιɳɠ ƚԋαƚ..." "Saying what? How I want to be inside y-" I coughed loudly, the library falling completely silent. 

I then heard the sound of dialup, a noise I'd never thought I'd hear again. "How...long have you been there?" "The, uh...whole time..." Nightmare sighed and suddenly, it was silent. I turned and saw no sign of either skeleton. I went back to reading, only to overhear another  conversation. "Killer, I'm sick of this. You need  to tell Nightmare!" "B-Boss doesn't need to know!" "Yes, he does!" I sighed and got up, startling both the skeletons.

"I wouldn't try and talk to him now, he's angry," I said, deciding to keep the secret that their Boss was dating someone a guy. I left the library and decided to wander around. I kept my right hand on the wall so I wouldn't get too lost, but that didn't really work...it was about thirty minutes before I was completely lost. I went to reach for my phone, but realized it was still in Dust's room. I leaned against the wall, only for it to give and open. 

"A...secret door?" I walked in, the dust getting into my lungs. I walked around for a while before getting freaked out and leaving. I shut the door and made sure it looked normal before continuing down the hallway. I was looking behind me, and consequently walked into Cross, who looked concerned. "H-Hey, have you seen Killer?" "No...hey, is something up with him?" "...yeah, yeah there is. He...has he told you about his world?"

"No..." "Well, I'll give you a rundown you can kinda understand. Basically, his human got control over him somehow, which led to him killed repeatedly and the human resetting. Killer finally got enough LV to take over the world, killing the human. That's when Boss found him. He took away all the pain Killer felt, but as a price...he took his emotions, too. Every month or so, Killer's emotions begin to break through,"

"Last month, he went a week without telling Nightmare and...and he cut himself. A lot. It was really bad...Nightmare put me and Killer together after that for a week and he gave me insight to how being emotionless was. He said...well, it's not really important, but it sucked. So when I noticed him beginning to get quieter, I knew his emotions were coming back. It's not like we force it on him, though!"

"He would go insane if he had his emotions...he would kill anyone in sight. We know from...experience." When Cross finished, I was left speechless. "Well, I should...go find him...will you come with me?" I just nodded and followed Cross, a newfound pain in my chest. Just the thought of having someone so kind hurt so much...filled me with Sorrow.

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Date: 10/15/22 0119

Word Count: 1044