C- Varangers

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So, what has it been? A year now? And I'm still with Rania and her mother. I think I'm healing now but it hurts, it hurts so bad, and it's almost the anniversary of when it happened, and I can't take it, I can't, it...
This isn't normal, right?
I just said I'm healing and then it all..
Will it ever be okay, really? What am I supposed to do? Not to be dramatic but they were fucking everything to me.
At least I have a support system now. Everyone else is still mourning them too. But sometimes it still feels like they think they have to walk on eggshells around me.
I'm not that fragile anymore, but they still.. ugh.
Rania never treated me like that, even when I. Literally joined the Dark Riders. She was just like "yeah that's just part of the healing process"...
Still love her though. She's like the second sister I never had. Just brothers. So many brothers. And Alex.

-Cloudmill

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