Lyn's POV
Ngayon niya lang nagawa saakin ang mga iyon.
He didn't even raised his voice at me when he's mad.
Why?
Why all of a sudden he changed?!
It's not even my brother's fault!
I just wanted to be alone for now.
But reality hits me, I needed to attend her funeral.
I know that he doesn't want to see me and it hurts me, knowing that after that 9 years of love and then we're here, the relationship that we don't want to be in together.
"I-i'm s-sorry M-ma" I was crying while saying those words to his mother.
"no hija, we believe in your brother. Natasha is so happy before the accident happened, you know why? because you're brother just proposed to her" mama said and also cried.
Oh god, why?! sa dami ng tao bakit sila pa?! bakit kami pa?!
"S-si C-chen ma, g-galit siya saakin, saamin"
"hayaan mo muna siya anak, siguro ay hindi niya lang matanggap sa ngayon ang nangyari." mama comforted me while I'm here at the funeral.
I saw Chen but he didn't even say a word, he's been ignoring me.
Ni hindi na siya umuuwi sa bahay namin.
Alam niyo yun, naninibago ako dahil hindi naman niya ito nagagawa saakin dati.
Ang sakit isipin na ganon lang kadali sakanya na hindi ako pansinin, kahit nakikita na niya akong nasasaktan sa ginagawa niya ay hinahayaan niya lang ako.
"C-chen" buong lakas kong sabi at lumapit ako.
Nakita kong pipigilan ako nila Haze ngunit huli na ang lahat.
" U-umuwi ka na sa bahay natin oh."
" akala ko ba ayaw mong nakikita akong nasasaktan? then why are you doing this to me?"
"can't you see? you're hurting me. You're just ignoring me na para bang hangin lang"
"p-please, come home to m-me."
"I-i m-missed you already. I've been so lonely without you by my side"
" u-umuwi ka na saakin ulit oh, k-kahit w-ag mo akong kausapin basta n-nakikita kita, okay na saakin ang g-ganon. B-basta umuwi ka lang sa bahay natin"
Halos magmakaawa na ako pero hindi parin siya nagsasalita, tinitignan niya lang ako.
Tila ba ako ang may kasalanan sa nangyari.
"Anak" I looked up and I saw papa, his dad.
"tama na anak" pilit niya akong tinatayo mula sa aking pagkakaupo sa sahig.
"hayaan mo muna siya, baka makapag isip isip siya at umuwi na sainyo o saiyo" he added.
I saw the faces of my friends, I know they are also hurt by what happened
Tuluyan na nga akong nakatayo at nilapitan ako ni Jax.
"come here, baka ano nanaman ang mangyari saiyo" he said at pinaupo ako sa tabi niya.
"what happened?" I heard Chen's voice.
"a-ah w-wala" utal kong sabi.
"what happened?" he repeat his question.
"nahimatay siya matapos mong umalis sa palawan noon, she almost got admitted to hospital if Jax didn't caught her" it was Keila who speaks
Wala akong nakita na emosyon sa mukha niya.
" j-just bring me home" I said
Inalalayan naman ako ni Jax at Haze palabas habang si Chen ay nakatingin lang na parang wala lang.
Maybe some other time, I will explain to him everything and I wish that he will listen and believe to my explanation.
Bakit ganon? hindi manlang siya naawa saakin. Kahit ako na asawa niya mismo ay sinasaktan niya kahit tanging hindi pagpansin at pagkausap lamang ang ginagawa niya.
Mahal pa ba niya ako?
Sana, sana galit lang iyon at sana ay kausapin na muli niya ako.
I suggested to Jax that bring me in my condo unit, I missed being here.
I drunk too much alcohol than I usually drink.
I just want to get rid of the pain that I've been feeling right now.
Kahit ngayon lang.
Gusto ko nang madama muli ang mga maiinit niyang yakap at halik.
Yakap at halik na may pagmamahal tulad ng dati.
I wanted to feel his presence.
Kinuha ko ang stuff toy na binigay niya saakin noong 9th anniversary namin, it was cheny.
I hugged him and maybe I will just imagine that he's Chen, the perfume he sprayed in cheny is still here.
"I miss you so much, be with me again, please" I said and didn't notice that I already slept here in the couch.
I woke up as usual, no Chen beside me.
Napansin ko na nakaayos na ang mga lata ng beer na ininom ko kagabi and may pagkain na din.
Maybe it was Chen?
Oh there's a note in my ref.
"eat the food inside the ref, you're so wasted that you can't even go to your bed - Jaxypot"
He still knows the passcode of my unit.
How I thought that it was Chen.
I just ate it and maybe I'll go to Taguig.
I wanted to review the CCTV.
"ma'am sa gabi at sa oras na iyon ay nasira din ang isang CCTV sa isang poste kaya hindi nakita ang huling pangyayari." the operator said.
"that's impossible, bago lang ang mga CCTV natin" I said.
" naputol ang pangyayari ma'am, hanggang dito lang ang na capture ng CCTV"
It was only the time when Natasha was hit by a car, halatang sinasadya iyon dahil nasa gilid lang siya that time na naglalakad.
Pagkatapos mabangga ay huminto ang sasakyan, medyo nahagip ng camera na bumukas ang pintuan sa driver's seat.
At doon na tuluyang naputol ang CCTV footage, hindi nakita kung lumabas ba ang driver o kung sino man ang driver.
Halos walang makuha na evidence sa sasakyan kung totoo ba na ang kuya ko ang may gawa ngunit iyon parin ang pinapaniwalaan ni Chen, na ang kuya ko ang may dahilan kung bakit namatay si Natasha.
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