Tangled Earphones -An Alex Turner Fanfic-

Is it ever gonna be the actual concert?

"Shit" I mumbled under my breath.
I didn't want to be known as the girl on the plane with Alex Turner. This was just gonna be a horrendous mess that me and Alex would have to pick up.
As small chatter started erupting I turned away and looked out of the window, Alex doing anything but looking at me or the others.

And that was that, that was the remainder of the entire plane ride. Just silence with a couple of flashing cameras from time to time.

Finally, the three boring hours were over and we could go. I was looking forward to hanging out with Alex without any cameras in our direction, the feeling would be heavenly.

But I never did hang out with him, in fact, it felt like he was avoiding me. Every time I stepped into the hotel room where all of us would hang out he averted his attention elsewhere, did I just dream about the kiss? No, impossible. Maybe he regretted it? The realisation brought a slight blur over my eyes as I tried to fight the tears, and I excused myself to the bathroom.

It was the third night in Italy and the third night that we all hung out in Jamie's and Nick's shared hotel room, yet the third night Alex had refused to speak to me.
He probably meant someone else in the café and just kissed me because he panicked. The thought of it had me quietly burst into tears on the floor of the bathroom, my head hitting the wall harsher than I intended. It hurt but I didn't think about it, the only picture in my head was me trying to think of a girl that would be good enough for Alex, someone he would actually want. I didn't want to torture him and make him keep his feelings locked up, If I could just have him for a friend that would be fine. I needed him in my life in some way, it would be too hurtful if I couldn't.

My sobbing was cut short when there was a light knocking on the bathroom door.

"Y/N..? You alright in there?" It was Alex's voice.
I tried my best to clear my throat without letting out as much as a sound.

"Yeah" I said, I was worried he wouldn't hear me but he did. Everything was quiet for a few seconds until he let out a sigh.

"Just tell me if something is bothering ya" He mumbled and walked over to the others again.
That is when my sobbing continued, only this time I had put my hand on my mouth as to quiet down the breaths I let out in between the tears pooled down.
After what felt like hours I was at my feet and wiping away the tears in the mirror, trying to make myself look alright again.
A small whispered pep talk was all I needed, that's what I convinced myself, and then I opened the door slowly.
But no one was in the room.
I heard cheering from outside so I went up to the big glass window and saw the guys by the pool playing some kind of ball game in the water. Matt was cheating and I swear Jamie was on the verge of hitting him in the face with the ball.
I chuckled to myself and wiped at my now dry cheeks once more before I went at the door, opening it and walking to my own room.
It was there I returned to my old state again, remembering Alex and his existence. His HOT existence. Oh my fucking god man.

My back hit the covers of the bed as I leaned back and I just relaxed while starting to sob once more.
It was nice, laying there with the golden shimmers of the sun on my face. If only there were tears falling from the sky, a rainbow would've been beautiful.
The only tears in the sun that I was able to witness were my own, casting small shadows on my face.

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Authors Note:

What a wonderful chapter, skipping time and crying.... Wow. Masterpiece

Sorry for not updating but it's hard gathering motivation!!

MOTHERLOVER, Justin Timberlake