Izwile(on hold)

Chapter 31

IZWILE'S POV

It's been a few days since that whole pregnancy saga. That girl really played with us. She really did But then it's not the girls fault but the mother's. How can one encourage her own daughter to lie cheat and deceive. I'm just happy the truth came to light and my son won't be responsible for a pregnancy that is not his.

After Nkosi passed out and the Jilis were escorted out with the mother busy shouting and issuing insults left right and centre. The things parents put their children through out there is sickening. One thing, this little girl will grow up making bad decisions because of selfish parents who use their own daughter for financial gains instead of putting on the work.She won't know when to stop either because a mother like that, one can wonder how much filth she'll put her daughter through for luxury she could build herself if she'd use her brain well.

I've heard the brother's talking about the father apparently he is as dumb as they come and makes stupid reckless business decisions that brought his late fathers business to the ground and from the looks of it they are about to file for bankruptcy very soon. I'm sure the father is rolling in his grave for how he turned his business and how they are treating his grandchild.

Nkosi was very angry but the word angry is an understatement . Livid is a better way to describe how he was. He was so fond of the idea of becoming a father. He was scared yes, but he had accepted the child and was ready to step up and be a present dad. I love how this boy was raised. Smiso did a great job raising that son of mine.

He woke up late that night hungry and down but that was nothing mom couldn't fix. I prepared good for him and pampered him with hugs. Smiso and I gave him his space but would check up on him. He grandparents too did check up on him.

I loved how he stood for her meaning when the time is right he'll be a gentleman to his wife and a great father to his kids. He will love and protect his wife and kids. I can't wait to witness the man my son will become. Clearly he is not a coward.

This thing that my husband's family has, this mystical wolf thingy, I don't know if it wanted to take over Nkosi when he was mad but there was something powerful behind him at that moment. Scary something I've never seen. Things like this happen only in movies. But then im yet to see the worst im a witch after all.

Everytime I'm next time to any of the male figures of this family I have visions of how it looks like when they turn but I'm yet to see it live.

I'm just wondering when Smiso will tell me about this mystical animal they all have because he hasn't said a thing about it. Or maybe he will never tell me. But then I know and I'll ask him. I can't live with someone who keeps such a secret from me when he knows basically everything about me. A secret that will affect every male child that will take refuge in my womb. If he'd be given an exam about my life am sure he'd ace it. He'll pay handsomely for keeping such a secret from me.

I didn't go to work today because lately I've been having this feeling of being followed. I feel it every day and everywhere i go. I tried to brush it off but it's always there so I just decided to work from home and relax a bit before the wedding.

The wedding. The day I will officially be Mrs Smiso Dlamini under the law. I love that man and I'm prepared to be by his side all the days of my life. I know I should keep the vows to myself but I'm not ashamed of loving him. I love the man he is especially the man he is to me and our kids.

Lately my husband, yes husband I still can't get used to the fact that I'm a married woman. He's been having a weird stomach bug. He wakes up to vomit. He can't stomach certain foods he used to enjoy. I should remind him to go see the doctor because I know even though his own brother owns a practice you'll never find him going there for himself uthi he's a Zulu man nton nton.

I still get those weird messages and I think I should tell Smiso about them it's no longer a secret admirer type of thing anymore. its serious and it scares me. Whoever is sending those messages is sending me weird vibes and I have a feeling it's something smiso should know about.

LWANELE

To say I'm miserable would be an understatement.

Nosi and i kind of drifted apart and i don't like that one bit. at school they all pretend not to see me its like i never existed to them. She basically switched from being my friend to nothing. She should be here supporting me and making sure im ok wasn't i her best friend.

i'm still pregnant yes. mom had another brilliant idea of sucking my babys family fortune. since she found out that the father of my baby is not the broke nameless orphan she thought he was, she decided to now act nice. pay attention to the "act" word please.

and as for Nkosi, i dont even want to go there. He hates me now. I have to expose his relationship with that office pervert of his.

I was humiliated and that's on my parents alone. How can they do this to me. soon i will be showing and people will question my actions and who the real father of my child is. im not ashamed of him i love him but now i don't want anything to do with man ill just keep my baby and focus on school.

But first i'm coming for Nosibusiso i hate that girl with everything in me. she can't think she's all that.