Izwile(on hold)

Chapter 25

Smiso's POV

I kept tossing and turning. I couldn't sleep. Now it's about 3am. And I still can't sleep. I keep asking myself questions that... I can't stay here.

I take my car keys and extra clothes. I drive to the nearest mountain. The one I usually go to. No one goes there so no one will see me changing.

I got of the car and felt the breeze. I felt my bones breaking and I didn't fight it back. I changed to my black wolf.

I keep on asking myself questions. Where did I go wrong. Maybe I was a bit careless but then I thought that I was doing great.

Fuck why did I let her go to that stupid trip.

I ran and ran and ran. I can't seem to calm down I really wish I could.

I have to talk to her...kodwa ngizothini.(what will I say)

I need blood lots of it.

Linda's POV

"When you're done hiding you'll tell me." My wife says leaving our room.

Ngizothini futhi ngcalephi. I see blood everyehere. I am craving blood.
I felt like ripping those boys to pieces yesterday. They failed taking care of her.
How will they be able to protect the seat if they can't protect Nosi.

I quickly get of the bed and make it. I
Shower and put on my lazy outfit.
I head down to the kitchen and find my wife cleaning.
"Mami" I hug her from behind.
"Ufunani?" she says irritation dripping from her tone.
"Ngfuna Wena"
"Ufunukungenzani?"
"Wena ufuna ngikwenzeni?"
"Ngifuna ngtjele iqiniso."
"Iqiniso Lani sthandwa Sam ngoba angazi ukhuluma ngani."
"Mxm"

"Ok keh it's Nosi's ceremony"
"What about it?" Oh Nkosi..
"We just want it to be perfect." Way to go. I really can't lie.thanks to  The beating mom gave me years ago. Yohh wangshaya Loya muntwesmame. Ngizwa'mazul avuleka. I wish I filled for abuse.

"Lindokuhle?!" Damnit not my government name.
"Nana...?"
"Ubona isdididi Um'ungbheka?" She says looking at me. I see a woman I wanna fuck for the rest of my life but I can't tell her that because. U stingy angaqaleka lomuntu Lo. Uzongqisha ikhekhe lam engilthandayo.
"No baby why."

"I've been married to you for so long do you really think you can lie to me." She says with that voice that says try me and you'll sleep on the couch..I can't sleep there I really can't. Angekengikwazi.

I get closer to her and bind our hands together. A trick I know works but only if she's not that mad.
"Fine you got me. I'll tell you but right now I can't even believe it myself."

"Promise?" Who can say no to my wife's puppy eyes.
"Yeah..I promise."

"Good I'll hold you to it."

Yahh Neh.

Smiso's POV

We at dinner and Nkosi and I helped clearing the table while my girls washed the dishes.

"Dad I'm sorry. I know I've disappointed you and all but please talk to me."Nkosi says looking at me.

"I have to talk to your sister first and then we'll talk. I have to make sure she's ok." I say looking at him.

I know I'm being a bit harsh but if I don't do it I doubt they'll be able to handle the seat let alone the stupid members who try to dethrone you every single day.

I go straight to my room and take a shower I need to calm down. I swear I want to kill someone. I finish showering and get dressed.

"You're distant." A very familiar voice says. I look back and see my wife looking at me with a worried face.

She comes and stands right infront of me. Damn she's so short.. But who am I kidding I'm 6.4. she's even shorter that Nosi.

"I'm worried about you guys. It's like y'all have gone distant on me. Nosi doesn't want to talk, she says she's fine whereas our son just wants hugs." She says looking at me.

"We're fine. Well I am. I want Nosi to help me with something I'll be back just now. And I had better find you naked." I say looking at her. She smiles like crazy. I chuckle. This girl likes dick. I kiss her forehead and leave the room.

I stand infront of nosi's room and knock. She lets me in.

"Dad you need something." She says and sits down next to me on her bed.

"Baby did I do something wrong or have I been a bad father to you?" I ask her and she looks confused.

"No dad... where's this question coming from? You know you're the greatest father."

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"Tell you what?" She gives me a straight face.

"Nosi what happened in Landon and please tell the truth." I say and she looks down.

"Nothing happened dad."

"Again, am I so much of a shitty father that you can't tell me the truth Nosibusiso?"

"Dad i...we..I"

"I was almost raped."

"Was that hard" she shakes her head no.

"Why"

"I don't know."

"Nosi I'm not your father when things are all rosy and pink. I'm your father through and through. When no one is there. When you're in pain. Through it all..."

"I know."

"Then why didn't you tell me."

"I didn't want you to be worried."

"But that's my job. That's what I signed up for the minute you came into my life.the minute I saw you that is what I vowed.

"Ngiyakuthanda baba"

"It's ok.just promise you'll never hid anything from me. Heck I even. Want you to give me your period calendar so that I can be those girl dad who look confused and buy every sanitary pads there is in the store."

She laughs. Damn that laugh.

"Imagine a whole smiso Dlamini buying sanitary pads."

"Hau..that's my job where will you get them if I don't buy them."

"From mom"

"When she's not there."

"Fine..geez dad eww"

"Awzweke"

We laugh. I love this girl. It's as if she came from me. My own flesh and blood. My pride and joy.

"Oh I almost forgot...I'll be introducing you to the Dlamini ancestors as my daughter." I say standing up. She looks at me dead in the eyes. The look on her face... priceless.

"Ini?...you mean...how? Is it doable?" She asks . Boy oh boy I wish I had a camera.

"Wait and see." I kissed her forehead and left the room. Upon closing the door I head the most girlliest sqweal..I chuckled.

I'll be focusing on the ceremony after that. I'll be going on a killing spree.