Wingless Crow (Suicidal Hinata)

The future is not all black... Thank you for showing me that!

Looking back when Bokuto came and told me to give him a second chance it was the best thing I ever did. Right after the coach came in with the papers, he also had my back with my stuff inside. Everything just went on soo fast. I mean Bokuto basically made sure I could stand up and walk towards the car they both came in and after that we just went for food and then the coach dropped us off to his home.

I really didn't know what I was think or feel like at first. However that owl made sure that nothing was lacking. It seemed wrong at first but I got used to getting his and my new teams attention. They let me train and play with them while never screaming at me. there were a couple of times I waited for them to actually scream at me or hit me but what I got instead were head pets.

Everything was a new experience since I never once thought that I would find true happiness here. I mean I didn't expected it. I thought I would get the same treatment but everything was different. 

I gradually started to feel like a person and that was something I never thought I would ever say.

Bokuto: Hinata, how's it going?

Me: Good.

Bokuto: Still thinking about the matchup match later with Karasuno?

Me: ....

Bokuto: Don't worry about them. We gonna pay them back big times.

Me: It's fine.

Bokuto: No, it's not.

Me: But-

Bokuto: Hinata. How many times do I have to tell you that only because you think it is fine or forgave them, that others won't in your place.

Me: I know...

Bokuto: Now let us destroy their future.

Me: Isn't that going a bit too far?

Bokuto: No because what they did was a lot worse.

I knew he was right but I also couldn't bring myself to hate people. It just wasn't in my nature at all and I think he knew that too because the last month and something I stayed with Bokuto, his parents accepted me and he himself started to get angry over things in my stead.

Then again, he felt like a brother to me now. It is just a shame that my real sister even if she was a lot younger, never cared for me at all. None of my family did and I still found that sad. Whenever I started thinking about it, my heart would ache and I really hated it. I mean family sticks together but in my case I got just traumatised and toxic relationship from it.

Bokuto: There they are.

I was currenlty with the owls waiting for Karasuno's crow to come in. Ever after that day, I never saw them again but now that I was seeing them, I could feel the difference in the dynamic as well as the guilt in their eyes but I didn't wanted to see it. At first I thought I would feel hurt but I didn't feel hurt or sad or longed to go back at all. I was happy with the owls.

What was more, was that Fukurodani's owl made sure not to let the crow near me at all. I may not hate people but I didn't wanted to see them at all which was kinda hurt considering that we were bount to play against them. To be honest it was just because of the coach that they still had a chance to get back to their old glory... but the reason was simply to get a chance to destroy them once and for all.

Bokuto: Just go full out. Don't mind them. You have us backing you up!

I knew that.

I knew he meant every single world he said.

This was how a small practice match started but it was obvious that they had no chance. They were not even coordinated. This was the crows end for sure and everyone could see that. As long as I was on a volleyball team there was no way they could face me. Not after what they did. It wasn't however that, that was stopping them but also my skills.

Bokuto: Yo, don't worry. Let's get there together this year!

Somehting Bokuto always would say when he started to see me ponder about things. The thing he was talking about was the finals. 

Me: OF COURSE!

Bokuto: That's the spirit. And remember you are not a wingless crow but you are a proud owl! You can fly!

YES...

I know... now... 

Thanks to you....

I know everything can be possible....

I will see where the future will bring me...

Thank you...

I will never forget what you did.

You saved me...

I will get us to the finals and make sure we win!

~~END~~

A/N: Thanks for reading this. I hope you enjoyed it as well. See ya maybe in another book of mine :)