We got bad blood. 🎡

Chapter 38 : Hidden.

Build wakes up from his nap, hoping it was a nightmare, but he can only face the reality people can lie even if they are close to you, he shivers as he feels a little bit cold there. His eyes are swollen because he cried, betrayed by his dearest friends he takes his phone. He wants to call Bible, to be comforted in his arms, yet he can't do it, he is probably with them and he is not ready to have a talk. He sighs with a heavy heart, he remembers every moment with Jeff and how easy it was easy to fool him, he even slept with him thinking it was becoming serious between them. How could they do that to him ? Was he a burden to them ? When he hid his true feelings for them ?

How many nights, he was alone in his room where he couldn't sleep, how tired of living he was when everybody was happy. He couldn't feel a single thing, the pills have done too much and he found every way to not catch up with my friends in weeks. He was a little bit tired of life like he was not really happy but he didn't wanna die. He was hanging by a thread, but he needed to survive. When his friends came to spend time with him, it was like his body was in the room but he was not really there. He had empathy inside, but he didn't really care. He was a little bit tired of trying to care when he didn't, of quick repairs to cope and mostly, of sinking alone.

On the other hand, while Build is tormented with no obvious choice to make, Bible and Us are following the others asking around people where someone could be lost on the island. Bible feels dizzy, he finds his happiness again and he is scared to lose the love of his life, he never believed that he would need someone in his life as he wants Build to be by his side every day and grow old with him. He wants to cry just by the thought it's too late or something bad happened to him. After their breakup, he didn't show it, but he struggled without his sun lighting his way, it was hard, one reason he had to move to another country because everything reminded him what his biggest mistake was and how he couldn't risk to be the end of the cute happy virus. He didn't deserve him, nor he can understand how he could be loved that much by him when he thought he would never have another chance. He is weak inside.

Tong : No news ?

Arm : No. I found nobody. You ?

Pol : One man, but he didn't have an answer.

Bible : Us.. Do you think we will find him ?

Us : Of course ! I'm going to search the island from top to bottom to find him and bring him back !

Tong : Yes ! We should not lose hope !

Bible : I can't live without him..

Mile : We will find him !

Apo : Guys ! I have a scuba-diving teacher with me !

??? : Hello ! I know this island and I have some ideas where you friend must be !

Us : Great ! Lead us to him !

??? : So there would be two spots I can think about. People often get lost there when they want to discover without a map.

Apo : Let's do two teams then !

One team with Mile, Apo, Arm and Pol went to the easiest spot to reach while the other team with the scuba-diving teacher, Tong, Jeff, Bible and Us go to the most isolated spot thinking Build could be there because it's common for travelers to be lost there. Each team goes to the place where they think their friend could be, they arrive there after more than twenty minutes. Bible is worried, he can't think straight, he only imagines the worst cases of what could happen to his lover. He can't survive without him, Us comes closer to him and puts a hand on his shoulder to comfort him because he wishes to find him too. Suddenly, they hear someone yelling and a smile appear on their mouths as they can recognize the owner of this voice. They run towards the sea, heading down the hill to find someone lying on the sand screaming like a crazy man.