Chapter 39 : Loved.

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Build wakes up feeling better, he opens his eyes to see Bible's face near his, he hugs him tight like he doesn't want him to run away from him even if Build has no intention to do so. He almost forgets what happened yesterday, he wants to focus on the man by his side. When the world turns his back on him, if he has him then he would be fine. He can survive and live, even if his heart would have a hard time to moves on the fact that his dear friends betrayed him, he can't forgive them easily. Lost in his thoughts, he doesn't notice that Bible wakes up too, and stares at him as he is the most precious person of his life in this world.

Bible : Good morning. Do you feel better ? Do you still have shivers ? Feel hot ? Have an headache ?

Build : Good morning. I feel better and I'm so hungry, I could eat a big bowl of rice right now.

Bible : I can cook for you. What do you want to eat ?

Build : Really ? Curry with a lot of rice !

Bible : Alright. Let's go downstairs.

Build : Thank you... For everything..

Bible : Mh ? What do you mean ?

Build : I heard you when you told Jeff to go somewhere else and the others to not try to get me...

Bible : I was not alone. Us was on my side, so it was easier to handle them. You know how stubborn they can be. Anyways, I will be your roommate until we fly back to Bangkok if you are okay with that ?

Build : Of course I am ! And you're my boyfriend... So it's better to sleep with you than someone else... I should warn you that since we agreed to be ourselves, I will not refrain myself to be clingy at night and not wake up before you to brush my teeth, to put perfume on me, to brush my hair and go back to sleep next to you as it's possible for someone to be perfect when they wake up. You will have my messy hair, my sleeping face and voice.

Bible : I can't wait for that ! It sounds great to me.

They get up from bed,  Us greets them already ready to go out. He comes to hug Build with a big smile on his lips, he is so happy that his friend is better because he was really worried about him. That's why he made a choice when he woke up in the morning and made a reservation to have the best breakfast to celebrate their friendship, with the new relationship between Build and Bible too. He lets go his friend from his arms when he sees the angry or more jealous stare from Bible, he can understand him since they played together to make him jealous before.

Us : Alright guys ! Let's go eat !

Build : But nothing is ready ?

Us : We are going to eat outside. We need the biggest breakfast for the three of us, a new start, a celebration to happiness, to us.

Bible : That would be great. You need to eat a lot my biu biu.

Build : You already convinced me with "the biggest breakfast". Let's go now, I'm so hungry !

Bible : Sure my biu biu but don't run without us, you need to regain your strenght before you use up all your energy.

Build : I promise if you walk faster !

Us : Follow me !

They get outside the villa, talking, laughing as nothing happened at all yesterday, even if Build's heart still aches because of his friends. He feels stronger with his lover Bible and his friend Us, they make him not fell down. After walking for a while, they finally reach the restaurant, they get inside to their table where they see familiar figures, it's them. Worried they turn right away to Build who has stopped to walk, he needs time and when he looks at them, he feels anger boiling up. Why is everybody not angry ? Crying out and throwing empty bottles at the walls. Why is everybody so happy in the sun like nothing ever happened at all ? It's unfair, he is again lost in his mind when he feels a hand grabbing his, he stares at it, he needs to focus and stay strong. He takes a deep breath before he starts to walk again between Us and Bible.

They join their table with no greeting towards the others who are watching them walking past them as they don't exist and it hurts them when they caused it, they lose their smiles wishing soon to have him back even if he needs time to forgive them because they care for him. They can do nothing except to wait for him to be ready, Us was really clear about it when he went to talk with them and take Bible's stuff. He told them how Build was a mess, a zombie and how he hid it to them because he wished to not be a burden to make them believe he was fine, they could see what they wanted to see. They were shocked, someone new knew more than them because Build thought he was too much for them to handle.

Apo : We really fucked up.

Tong : Do you think he will never ever want to see us again ?

Pol : Don't say that ! He will forgive us one day right ?

Arm : Of course !

Jeff : Well, from what I learned with him. He will be stubborn and probably seek revenge on you.

Apo : I'm okay to have every punishement if he lets me be in his life again.

Mile : I guess, we will finish the trip like that.

Meanwhile, Us, Bible and Build sit far away from them before they order a lot of food for the hungry Build who can't forget that those boys making him so sad are there. Thanks to his boyfriend who acts lovey-dovey with him, making by the way the poor Us the third wheel, he can focus on his happiness, being reborn as a Phoenix as he is not numb anymore, waves of feelings pervade his body, his heartbeat never beats that fast near Bible even his smell makes him go crazy.

Us : So, what are you plan for today ?

Bible : My biu biu needs to rest and we can use that to cuddle all day watching tv shows or movies ? What do you think ?

Build : I still feel a little bit tired, so I like your plan. I want to sleep in your arms.

Us : Alright. Too much love here. And thank you for asking, I will leave you alone today.

Build : Sorry.. What are you gonna do ?

Us : Taking care of myself with the spa inside the hotel.

Build : That sounds great. I want a massage.

Bible : I volunteer for that !

Build : Really ? You're so sweet !

Us : Okay. Now, I'm jealous to be single.

Build : Don't worry. When we come back to Bangkok, we will do my project.

Bible : What project ?

Us : He wants to find a nice guy for me.

Bible : How ?

Build : Clubbing of course !

Bible : Never ! I will come with you.

Us : Are you jealous Bible ?

Bible : Yes. I don't want lust eyes on his perfect body. It was hell when I saw how sexy he was last time.

Build : You're cute when you're jealous. Lucky me.

Us : Argh... People in love suck for real.. Let me eat please..

 Let me eat please

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