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Die Story ist ein bisschen anders als die Bisherigen, erstens auf englisch zweitens als Gedanken-Dialog, ein Absatz ist immer eine der beiden Personen. Des weiteren würde ich noch nh TW bezüglich Esssstörung und Drogen aussprechen. Hoffe man kann sich da reinlesen, ansonsten viel Spaß :)

N: I dont think he ever really noticed me.

J: I think he doesn't know how much I think about him.

N: I think his friends are joking about me.

J: I wish my friends would understand me.

N: I wonder if he noticed my new sweater which is almost the same like his.

J: I think he didn't notice I got worse.

N: I wish I could talk to him.

J: I don't think he notices me sitting in the last row in class to look at him.

N: For him I must be the weird girl that tries to look like a boy.

J: I don't think he knows my biggest wish is making a group work with him.

N: I wish I could help him getting away from these drugs.

J: I hope one day he gets back to a healthy relation with food.

N: I don't think he feels comfortable in this new class neither.

J: I don't think he knows how much I'd like to join his friend group instead of staying in mine.

N: I wish I knew where he spends his lunch breaks.

J: I just want to spend time with him.

N: But maybe if I were cis.

J: Maybe if I weren't so shy.

N: Maybe if I had talked to him earlier.

J: Maybe if my father weren't so conservative.

N: Maybe if we both weren't so ill.

J: Maybe if I had other friends.

N: Maybe if I didn't had this eating disorder.

J: Maybe if I were more like my brother.

N: Maybe in another life.

J: Maybe in another life.

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