𝑻𝑶𝑲𝒀𝑶 𝑹𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑺𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑶𝑺 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑵𝑶𝑵

vent.

this is where i'm writing my vent so if you ain't gonna like it leave. grammar, spelling, etc. is very bad

TW: abusive parents/others, suicidal thoughts/actions, and more.

if you aren't comfy with those- leave now.

it's gonna be a long one.

i want to start off by saying that i'm only writing this because i don't want to distract my friends because they probably don't care.

if you are reading- here are some rules:

1. don't be mean to me or anyone else

2. if you want/need to- vent here (i will answer)

3. comment only nicely -any that aren't i will delete

4. DO NOT DO ANYTHING THAT I SAY IN HERE- most of the shit i say in here is gonna be suicidal- don't do that shit- its bad <3 i don't want you to get hurt

okay.

lets go.

|1. parents|

my parents are absolute dip-shits

they got a divorce and are both married

i live at both of their houses- but i hate both bc they are abusive.

i get hit, slapped, punched, kicked, kicked out of the house, hands locked behind my back,

etc.

it mentally and physically hurts me.

we had a family reunion and it sucked

people fighting

not to mention... IT WAS AT A FUCKING TACO BELL

i mean- who has a family reunion at a taco bell?

my family- of course

grandparents, half-siblings, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, mom, dad, step-mom, step-mom #2

me and lot others

(my mom and dad got a divorce because it turns out my mom is gay or smth)

a fight started when my mom and dad were talking about their divorce

im the oldest in the family and the youngest i have in my family is 2 months old

i'm trying to calm down the 2-month old when my dad looks at me and says:

"what a useless child, you're just a mistake"

my mom had me when she was 17

so yeah- i am a mistake.

in total there are 9 kids (including me)

18 almost 19- me

16-brother

13-half-brother

12- half-sister

10- brother

8- brother

4-half-brother

2-brother

2 months- baby girl

3 girl kids (for now at least)