[!TW!] when y/n self harms

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thank you @grandmadebussy99 for the request- i understand that people struggle with this [including myself] i'll try my best to write this but here is a disclaimer:

if you, or someone you know, is doing this, please reach out- it could be to me [in private or in the comments] or a professional like a therapist. please know that you are all loved by me, my little asthma babies <3 the comment section is going to be a safe space, please do not harass anyone willing to vent here. I love y'all <3

TW; self-harm, cutting, etc.


mikey:

when i say his heart broke, i mean shattered. he hates seeing you like this, and he felt stupid for not realizing it sooner. he noticed the habits that you were picking up but didn't want to mention them to you since it could be a soft spot for you. and it kind of was.

when he saw you cutting it was like his whole world turned against him. he put all the blame on himself to help you feel better. he's one of those kinds of people to grab the s/h object and do it to himself as well. he felt bad after, and he treated you to whatever you wanted. and kept  reminding you that he loves you desperately. 


draken:

he knows that sometimes his words can hurt you. and he feels very responsible for what happened. when he walked in on you cutting, he felt disappointed in himself. not understanding what someone is going through is tough for him. he didn't know what you were doing at first so he tried to gently grab your wrist but you forcefully backed away. then it hit him that something was up. he left you alone for about 5 minutes and came back to apologize because he thought he came off as mean.

that night, he hugged you very tightly and didn't let go. he's not good at showing emotions and/or talking about them, so this is the way that he shows you that he loves you.


chifuyu:

he knew something was up when you started wearing baggy clothing, and noticed your behavior changed a bit, you were almost becoming more distant. he wanted to know what was up, so he tried talking to you but you still didn't do anything.

 he actually started crying because he didn't know what was wrong, then you had to cave because you hate to see this mf cry. he felt bad for you and he ended up talking to you about how he loves you sooooo much.


baji:

when he saw the scars and newer, fresher, cuts on your wrists, he didn't want to believe it at first. he couldn't quite understand how and why you'd do this. he thought you were perfect in every way, shape, and form. similar to draken, he came off as mean, however he didn't intend to. he had to get help from others, like his friends, or his mom, to ask for advice.  he helped you get bandaged up, and started being more observant of you and your behaviors from then on.



I KNOW I KEEP SAYING 'i'll do a part 2 dw' i'll finish the chapters that say that soon <3

sorry i'm bad at writing this T-T 

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